uh...check the crescent website for the hols hw...crap...
i hate sappy stories.then why am i still watching them!? sob sob sob! shan cai so ke lian..then tt ye sha is still wif dao ming si...haiz... england won! yay yay yay!~ whee!~
sam,ur diary entry inspired me.i almost cried.
for the soldiers.
From the movie "We Were Soldiers"
To fallen soldiers, let us sing,
Where no rockets fly or bullets wing
Our broken brothers let us bring
To the Mansions of the Lord
No more bleeding, no more fight
No prayers pleading through the night,
Just devine embrace, eternal light
In the Mansions of the Lord
Where no mothers cry and no children weep
We will stand and guard though the angels sleep
Through the ages safely keep
The Mansions of the Lord
If tomorrow all the things were gone
I'd worked for all my life,
And I had to start again
with just my children and my wife,
I'd thank my lucky stars
to be living here today,
'Cause the flag still stands for freedom
and they can't take that away.
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
You're responsible, sweet, gentle and lovable! You have a loving heart, a great respect for all creatures (human, great and small), and the ability to see the thing that makes each individual special. However, you tend to overlook the things that make you special, and thus, putting you in a position to be pushed around by others. Take some time everyday to reflect on your qualities, and see that you don't have to please everyone and still be loved for who you are.
Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
haiz.for ur info,orchard rd is a ghost town rite now.yeah i juz got bk frm there.it's juz so sad...pple are dying from such a disease yet no one can help them..and 2 pple already died,a pastor n one of the women's father.sobz.life is so short...the world is so tragic nowadays...war in iraq...i mean juz stop it manz!how many more people do they wanna kill anymore?! and the screwed up sars! i'm so angry at the world.
p.s:sy if u read dis,call me...amuse me...i'm dying of boredom....
no sch till 6 april.aka no maths,geog,eng,chinese,home ec test!suppose to be happy.but wondering,wat if someone i noe got it? i mean life is so precious tt u nvr noe wat'll happen tmr.cherish ur life.live life to the fullest.heard someone died.r.i.p.my bro is loony.claims he wanted to go sch! siao izzit?!haiz...pple are dying frm this yet we are making fun of it.mum dun allow me to go out after tmr.muz resupply chocs,sweets,cookies,chips,etc.can watch american idol n survivor.missing crescentian day(darn!i wanted to see he xian gu). to the person's family who died:look on the bright side,he/she may be in a happier place rite now.god bless him/her.god bless my family.god bless my frens.god bless those who were infected.amen.
i've decided: i'm gonna shut up rite this moment and not talk anything redundant. i feel so useless,neglected and lonely. i'm like a piece of egg,all scrambled up. lovelife:ditto. social life:nada. studies:hopeless. brain:functioning yet thinking abt useless things. wat is the world coming to?! it's a good things i have my songs. they soothe me.it's like comfort to me.they say watever i dared not say. they noe how i feel.at least they make sense.haiz. it's like everyone is so busy for me.sms someone,i wun get a reply.i dunno why. my life stinks.tt's y there're my songs...
celebrated shafinaz n shiuan's bd todae.was quite annoyed wif a certainsomeone.as usual,she said she was happy to clebrate their bd coz got free cake?when i replied by saying tt we have to pay,she say"1 dollar only mah!'' oh yeah....1 dollar....no comments.she's so rich lor. i dun believe it. i'm down for maths remedial.sheesh. way to go! yay! i'm down for maths remedial! [sarcasm people.sarcasm]they skipped it.i dun believe it! now pple are gonna whine to me as usual. Happy burfdae to the 2 march babies we celebrated for todae!
wat is the world coming to?is all all abt *ahems* these days?!found out xuan has one...quite surprised but happy for her..bel too...lol.. kenneth..i'm the matchmaker ok?! haiz..here i am...at 6.30 in the morning not doing wat i'm suppose to do(go to sch!)..yeah i'm missing sch todae...hallelujiah!i'm like so tired...my life is in crumbs!everything ard me is falling apart. nc,frens,*ahems*...geez. i'm such a failure.i can't forget him.no matter wat he did to me...yes i dun mind...he says he still has feelings for me...i'm touched but i dun wanna torture myself further.i'm suppose to be happy to fly again,but how come i cannot spread my wings?and it's like i'm grateful for the support i hv frm my frens(thank u!)but i still can't get over him. loser. sigh
poor andre.another break-up.dun worry i feel the same way as u do.it's funny tt i talk to him like i talk to my close frens when i only seen him once.haha..i find her dam annoying..she keeps sticking to me and keeps showing off to me..ugh.can't stand it.she's trying to act cool.and i dunno why but i seem to not like answering her fone calls or talk to her.i juz can't stand it,it's getting on my nerves. must she keep following me?!it's so sickening lor...haiz....camp still bites manz...the food case...ugh...they kept eating more then their own shares and we had like nothing?it's just so unfair! one ACBC,another one kept eating and act innocent..ugh!
my life is filled with nothing.i was watching meteor garden 2 and it dawned upon me.shan cai realli fought for her happiness when she was determined to find dao ming si back.i admire her.she has the ability to strive and fight for her dream whereas i,hopeless and cowardly.i was such a coward not to fight for my own happiness.i let frenship ruin it.he was there yet i juz stood there doing nothing.now he's gone.he likes another gal.but wat abt me? all alone.i let him slip away becoz i was too scared to say it. pple out there with crushes or who have found true love,dun be scared to voice out ur feelings.dun make the same mistake as i did.i was scared of rejection,tt's y i nvr got an answer.now he's gone.we had a close frenship,yet now,he doesn't even care whether i exsist or not.tt's harsh reality.all i wanted was an answer but i'll nvr get it.so dun be afraid of anything,whether the answer is negative or positive, juz voice it out.at least u get an answer.i din.tt's y i'm suffering down here.make sure u cherish them.dun let anything get in the way;frenship or watsoever,u'll regret it.i did.i keep the happy memories of us wif me but i can't let go of the sufferings i had in the past.tt's y i'm still suffering.
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
back from camp.1 word to describe it... BORING!3 straight days of no proper food nor sleep and no bathe.in other words:i stink i'm so angry...missed american idol 2 and survivor straight! so annoying... and charles(AMI 2) and shawna(survivor) got kicked out and i MISSED IT!~ slept in the mpr,got scolded by part As(no respect for us one.dare to scold us & senior.like they so good like tt.coz of them we got knocked dow.sigh)hate the water parades. so dam lame. and cadets' nite was the lamest. how does our part unite wif tt kind of bullshit? everyone cannot even agree on one performance.double sigh. camp's PT was dam xiong.run run run.push up push up push up.sit up sit up sit up.my whole body hurts now. my muscle pulled yesterday.couldn't walk properly.was struggling during PT todae.din report sick tho. and my lower back hurts frm the sit ups.it's so unfair lor,part As juz do half of wat we do...so unreasonable. biased.haiz...first day of camp already run like siao...den muz listen to part Cs do mutual...i was practically falling asleep lor!sin hui too...lol... did sentry guard duty...so fun....was talking lah...2nd day was more xiong....PT was 40 40 40...den run frm sch to queenstown library and back. i juz realised. mr chan can run.dam tiring...my muscle pulled there.. then sgt elaine massage for me...dam pain coz she found the hurting part and press dam hard.i was like practically screaming and she say "pain then good" uh.no comments.then we did orienteering practice.we failed horribly.me cannot blame...muscle pull cannot even walk den i'm always the one who cause the big gaps.sorrie.then comes cadets' nite.do not wish to comment.too malu liaoz.seniors came bk!so happy!snr lx look dam chio and snr yh look so cute!:D (snr stop ''ooh-ing''!)lol..dinner sux manz....not enuf food...was starving...part As quite wat lor...got the most food still dare to throw away. throw away. and we were starving but still got blamed.ugh.PT todae was ok and part As got scolded for being disrespectful to us(muahahahah!) mam say:''if u all keep disrespecting them,next time when they(means us lah!) take over,u all will get it terribly." u bet we will alrite.lol...so bad...
How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.
(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)
Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.
[Chorus]
Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.
Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.
All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.
[Chorus]
Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life
7+13=20
2+0=2
My no. is 2.
Result:
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost everyone to feel very comfortable with you - especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact enable you to get along easily with both sexes. You're a natural peacemaker and can be very persuasive with words, which helps you to gain the respect of your classmates. You can also be too sensitive at times, and your greatest drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of guy/gal is a gentle, affectionate one who is also strong and playful. A great sense of humor is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to music and dance should rank high on your list of favorites, too.
i dun care if u pple are gonna read this! u sadists! u want to see all of us die izzit?! u want to kill us izzit?! i hate u pple! we are not ur slaves ok,saddam husseins!!u money also want 50 dollar note.muz put in envelope. geez. rubbish!~ then nvr hand in MCs only,get pumped on a hot ground under the hot sun in front of other pple and collar pins confiscated! i hate u pple. can't wait for u to R.O.D! muz have a huge huge celabration! u guys are way too much! this is MY blog. it's invading pple's privacy when u read blogs and are not happy wif wat they write. c'mon manz! it's our life! a blog is to display our thot's and happenings! u guys are so unreasonable! so wat we not happy wif u!? this is human rights ok?!i've lost all my respect for u guys! u treat us like trash! do u noe how much i hate u pple?! do u noe how many times i feel like quitting coz u pple are so unreasonable!? i tot u guys would change but week after week,it's getting worse and worse! juz coz we are lower ranks than u, we always get punished for no GOOD reason! u pple are way too much! i hate all of u! hope u guys rot in hell! and i still dun care if u guys see this! pump us all u want! sooner or later we'll still get killed under the cruel hands of delta 03!!!!!!
i wonder why i left u.i love u too much tt i cried too many times for u.why?why couldn't u juz treat me a little better?all i wanted was care frm u.is tt too much to ask for?
i let myelf free.i let him go.we broke up.we are over.we can only be frens.no more than tt.i can make it thru the rain.wif or wifout him.
bella,mel and pple:i'm ok.dun be so worried abt me.i've been wanting to do dis for a long time.thnx for being there.
"I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is."
3 August 2002 - 16 March 2003
Our journey ends here my love,fly free but remember you'll always be in my heart.i love u.
http://www.claytonaiken.com/
go to this website and hear Clay Aiken sing! He rocks manz!
i'm so frustrated. geocities is not working and i need to upload my blardie pbl website. oh god! help us! i'm going mad!~ argh!
i'm so angry! freakin' pissed off. u noe i in charge of brave tee rite? so i went LAST week to order. i did lor. even wat colours etc oso say liaoz lor. tt bastard do everything and i say i come during the week to bring deposit. he agreed and say he send to factory to print during tt time.so i busy whole week. todae i went. HE DIDN'T SEND IT FOR PRINTING! WTF!? he say no deposit so he nvr send. he went bk on his word! so i request by wed(latest) to take the shirts. he say CANNOT. only on the 26th. 26th!!! our camp is juz 5 days away!how u want me to survive till 26?!i was like dam upset, going to cry liaoz. he was so cocky to me lor.. like w/o his stupid printing shop to print our shirt i will die like tt. i stupid stupid hand in deposit and went out dam angry. i regretted it. i called shiuan and discuss. then i cry abit coz dam upset at him.so my mum and her 2 frens come to the rescue. they went bk to the shop and demanded the deposit back and got the design too. they say since they dun trust me(coz they never send to factory to print) they dun want them to print liaoz.then tt bastard say come bk tmr coz he muz discuss wif his boss(like real!). then my mum shoot bk at him" i stay @ river valley,dam far frm JP,dun expect us to come bk tmr just to take it rite?wat's more these are students' $, not our money.check ur liang xin,would u cheat these students' $?''he kept quiet(which means he guilty lah!) and my mum fren scolded him coz since he dun trust customers how he expect customers to trust him. so he no choice coz got 3 women ''shooting'' him,he lose lah. so he give bk the money.and he din even give bk the full design! he left out the ''bravo'03''. so my mum's fren go bk and take it frm him.btw,he blamed it on me ok! he say i said i'll go bk on mon to give deposit.but yz and my GG fren was there and they heard lor. i said ''during the week'',not on mon!he even demanded to see me.(i was outside coz they 3 scared i lose my temper and attack him.i get quite violent lah :p)so we got our money and i going queensway tmr to do it. try my best to get it by camp day k. so spread the word: ''Graffiti Imprint'' at Jurong Point is a cheater and liar store!They cheat students' money! Never go there to print shirts EVER! thnx to my mum and her frens.
btw,the sports heats was dam sick ok. maria tan was:sem i'm here sem. *goosebumps* dam cold manz. and tt fry gurl was so pathetic. cry so much. smack u den u noe. saw chris. :D
can't hurry love
by carmen rasmusen [american idol]
I need love, love
ooh, ease my mind
And I need to find time
someone to call mine;
My mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes
How many heartaches must I stand
Before I find the love to let me live again
Right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on
when I feel my strength, ooh, it's almost gone
I remember mama said
You can't hurry love
No you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How muck more must I take
Before loneliness
Will cause my heart, heart to break?
No, I cant bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can't go on
Well these precious words keep me hanging on
I remember mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
Well, it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes, now break!
Now love, love don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
hold me tight
I keep waiting
Ooh, till that day
But it ain't easy (Love don't come easy)
No, you know it ain't easy
My mama said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take...
i luv american idol!clay aiken & kimberly caldwell rox! woohoo!~ they rawk! they sang so beautifully. julia demato sux. :p i hate it. got camp on thur-sat. which means i'll miss american idol and survivor straight! wtf! i hate camps! they sux big time! bleugh.
i hate cakes. i baked my bardie cake todae. it was so flat. sheesh. but it was tasty... heheh. not bad ehz. winkz. i hate life.
i'm so upset. they were so cold towards me. i almost felt like crying during assembly. it's like they did it on purpose. i've been thru one joanne.plz dun let me go thru it again. i dunno if tt "person" is adding all the "ingredients" into her mind or wat.. maybe lor.. but it's like so fucked up coz they treat me like so trash wat "u are not on the same freq as us". WTF? if not i wun be frens wif u for so long! all u do is stick to tt "person" and expect the same attitude frm me.u noe i dun like her let alone trust her. u knew.
"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."
i'm so obsessed wif blogging. my body is aching frm pt. dam pain. ate udon todae.it tastes like rubber. yuck. i'm suppose to be writing down my recipe now but here i am typing away and still in my shirt n berms.for a record: i've listened to 'don't let the sun go down on me' by clay aiken 30 times. i'm serious! it wasn't as bad as 'unbreakable'. i was so obsessed wif tt song tt my mum told me she hated westlife for coming up wif such a song. she could even memorise the lyrics manz! heheh. i hate home ec. i hate khan. she is SO ugh. love the sun yanzi song 'shen qi' ya noe the indian song. it's so bloody cool!
crap.my dad juz prep talked me to help my bro in his studies..esp english.seriously... WOULD HE LISTEN TO ME? get a life manz. all he does is play and play and play.juz yesterday his freaking fren came at 7am to play PS2.wtf? 7 am in the morning.*knock head against wall* why do i have such a brother?! argh!~ yesterday was the worst day of my life. i hate life. i hate everything. i hate myself. ugh.
you let the sun go down one me.
i hate you
leave me alone.plz.
Soluna..
For All Time..
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time
mel & bella came to my hse todae to do the crap lit webquest. bella drew the angkor wat and i did the flag. mel and i were typing the proposal and saying how ugly vanessa carlton was(it's SO true ok). =) sat there and chit chat wif them until 3/4 of my tuition was gone..i am so evil. heheh. i won 4 bucks from jon chua. he is so dead if i dun get my money! the 3 of us were like talking crap lor.. and mel was laughing like a siao cha bor.. she's loony..fought wif my mum last nite. am still pissed at her. lyz is calling me for no reason juz to ask abt her bro's secret. wtf. i'm not so free to entertain her manz! bo liao.
i'm so sorry. i'm crappin too much! haiz...found alot of nice nice things...nicky so nice to me...an wei me... not like SOME pple... now i'm realli crappin! did i say tt american idol rawks?! it's so funny k...abit spastic lah.. but heck lah.. tt simon cowell(i call him simon cow. a**hole) dam wat lor...it's like.. ugh lor...get a life u cow! lalala.it's 12mn liaoz... and i'm not asleep yet! i suppose to wake up at 6.30am leh. WOMAN AH!WAKE UP! haha. crap. dad come liaoz. gonna ask me abt nc. dangz.
[july babies] Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Very emotional. Temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
note:source unknown.i din write it.
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
r u ok now?
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
i guess so...
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
r u sure?
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
wat makes u tink i'm not ok?
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
ur tone
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
gal when ur not ok let it out
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
i dunno
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
it hurts when he acts tt way
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
it hurts when my own bf does not care abt my feelings
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
is it tt much to ask for abit of care n concern?
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
no
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
i said i'm trying to cover my feelings
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
dun cover it girl
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
let it go
[t.u.r.n.i.n.g b.a.c.k] was far too difficult says:
it's hard
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
itz hard
*blank* ??0.0?? about EVERYTHING esp. lit says:
but itz possible
thanks nicky,it really meant alot to me to noe someone cares
oh...too angry yesterday to say abt my maths common test. i was mentally & physically prepared to fail like crazy. and i did. my mum is gonna kill me. i noe i'm not the only one to fail.. but i tried WHY? haiz..i went for nc todae even tho i was sick.. we got pumped, marched,etc.ok i'm crappin' better not say too much.. congrats to senior lanxi,got 12 pts..senior yuhan more better.. 11 pts..senior daphne MUCH more better...9pts...!!! whee!~ went to citylink to eat dinner.. dis noodle restaurant dam cool ok! muz go eat there ok?! =)
message to c2 pple: we will work hard together. dun be so sad gen. we're all in the same boat. kind of
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