yuck yuck yuck.
tmr got maths and history.
hehex..found out abt the qns liaox.
rayson&co. went for imt todae.
then rayson telling me the thing was chicken feet.
duh lor,he got marksman leh!
then he say i sure can get one.
yah rite manx.
if i do,i...nvm..
wah lau..imt is like so near common test lor.
haix.i'm so stressed out!
argh!~
my bro watching twin effect now.
edison hao shuai!!~
dam funny manx!!~
went to great world wif sh juz now after nc.
staff looked like she wanna cry juz now lorhx...
but wat?
she and yuani crook?
who the hell said tt manx?!
rubbish lor!
yepx..better go study,eat and shower.
i still wanna watch my wan quan yu le k!
yesterday ah di cook spag.
so cute lorh!!
hee!
haix.
so stressed these days!i hate tests and exams!
so sucks lor..
niu maybe cannot pon iwf me for EG signing.
then todae i go check out the book for the msgs..
hmm...i dam blur now..
tmr go history test..
i dam tempted to ask the g1 gals wat's the qns..
but then...
i dunno lorhx..
tmr oso got CIP.
sucks majorly manx.
haix.
still super stressed!
I'm so freakishly pissed off abt camp feast!!
b4 i say wat happened,i want u'll(incl. staff & sgt) that wat i'm saying is TRUE!
believe in us staff & sgt!
ok,so sat go sch at 6.30.got pumped for being late.
zel injured my finger.the skin fell off,now left only the flesh.
than wait and wait for so dam long for the bus.
ok,so the bus comes.then that stupid freakazoid starts pms-ing!
he screamed at alot of pple to shut up juz cos we laughed?
spoil our early morning.
then reach HQ.got allocated into troops.i was in troop six wif ys and shafinaz.
then fall in wif our respective troops and go for ice breaker.
after tt got for MOC.made frens wif shiling frm RVHS.
almost fell into the water.lolx.
then go for break.so dumb.only 10 mins.
then go for archery.pui..so hard and boring!
then go for lunch.by that time my stomach started hurting.
all this time,the gals juz stuck wif each other.(so cliquish)
then go for camp craft.stupid OIC split the gals(only 7 of us mahx.) into grps wif boys.
got stuck with CTSS boys and FMSS boys.
muz pitch "bah sha"(dunno how to spell it) and field cook noodles.
then the stupid boy actually tied the string to the groundsheet and tent.alamak.
then they field cooking that time,he dropped the spoon and grass into the soup!
rayson lahx..still got who?
then he left the washing of the mess tin to me cos he said "aiyohx,this kind of thing is for girls!"
so angry lorh!!~
then go for paintball.wah kao,din even get to play then rain.not my day manx!!
then go prac. for campfire.
the stupid yusof ishak and tanglin gals act so ''dua pai'' lor!
order us here and there.bitch.
finally,we finished and went to wash up for dinner.
i tell u,army food sucks manx!!
it's not only tasteless,it's also disgusting!!
i have no idea how weiming they all eat so much manx!!
by then,got gastric liaox.so i report sick.
jerilyn gave me carbon then the mam say i can dun perform for campfire.
after that during which,my head started to hurt.
the medic gave me panadol.(medics saved my life again!!)
wah lau,campfire is so childish!
then supper was horrible..yuck!
that night we go shower in the males toilet!
we din excactly shower lahx..juz wash up.
the mam keep scolding us lorh.wtf.
pui,saw cedar in the toilet.they diao us,we diao them.
then i slept wif chiang on the same bunk.that gal put her whole leg on my body lorh!wah lau!
no one dare to sleep at the corner bed..freaky lah!!
tanglin gals say they saw something lor!
then got morning PT.i din go cos i was still having gastric.
mam ask me to fall out.i felt like vomitting oso.
then after that brekkie was equally bad as the previous' days food.
then we went to jumar.so dumb.no comments.
then go for high elements.quite nice!i tried..=)
u noe wat?i'm so unlucky todae lorhx..
injured my hand during high elements.
cut my hand in 2 places,plus zel's injury on me,got 3 liaox on the same hand!
shiling told the medic they very slackers.
then the medic say "u have no idea how fucked up it is to stay here 7 days a week,day and night."
(i din make it up!!the medic sir realli said it!!)
they dam cheapo lorhx..the plaster cannot even stick on for 5 mins then drop liaox..
then go for repalling!wah lau,talk abt this i angry liaox!!
we(ys and i) din try it cos i got gastric and she got menstrual cramps.so..u noe lahx..
then the sir asked to talk to us(ys,shafinax and me) in private.
he ask why we(ys and i)never try.
i say i got gastric mahx..then he say that the previous troop got 4 CGS one oso NEVER try..
then wat "told"(according to him.but to me it's scolding!) us abt being responsible and rubbish!
wtf lor!we weren't all in the fault at all and we got the blame?!rubbish lor!
troop 7's problem none of our business mahx!!
then i very sad.our troop leader tell us it's not ALL our fault,the sir oso at fault cos he nvr give his orders properly.
he tell us not to take wat he discriminated abt us to heart.
then got de brief.so lame!!
after that go home lorh.
u noe wat mr lee told us?
he say the instructors complained abt our unit ONLY.
i want to point out that it's not our fault lor!
staff and sgt told us not to flirt with the guys so we din lor!
u noe wat they called us?
ANTI-SOCIAL!DAO!
we talk to them,get pumped.
we dun talk to them,also get pumped.
wat u want us to do?!hug and kiss them?!
then during the night,we were scolded by the kranji CLT.she say want to complain to our CLT.
c'mon manx!we were juz talking.
they never even scold RVHS nor Yusof Ishak when Yusof Ishak slept only at 11.30 lor!(lights out at 11.05)
they dam fucking biased lor!!scold us only!
after that,the sirs treat crescent like their private slaves or something!
everything oso like not happy wif us,pick on us.
the whole entire table at the cook house rite,CTSS,FMSS and crescent occupied the whole table.
u noe the sir only order US to push in the chairs or else we kena scolding?
why us manx?so many pple use it,we muz push their chairs in oso lorh!!!
then they boys kept making fun of us.
staff and sgt said we muz show our standard at camp.
so we sat str8,etc lahx.
the boys called us "Terminator 4:The Rise of the Robots"
we get called robots for sitting up str8!!the sirs oso kept asking us to relax,why so stiff watsoever.
i mean,this is NCC.
yes,slack camp,but cannot slack until wat rite?
they can anyhow adjust during fall-in and even talk!
i even saw the YISS gals spraying deodorant in their room,making the whole troop wait for so dam long lor!
wah lau,they tink wat?
model show or finding future husband!?
i din even shower the nite b4!
then the repalling thingy.dun talk lahx!
the OIC say troop 7(eileen,ras,chiang and siti) never do it at all.but they did lorh!
then he scold only me,ys and shafinaz lor!!we din do it and we get the blame?
the CLTs oso very biased!juz cos we dun have CLTs or NCOs,they anyhow scold us and pick on us!
they dam nice to their own cadets only lorh!
u noe the tanglin and YISS gals had dyed hair?they wore ankle socks?they brought hp?
the mams never even say anything!!
they talk back at the sirs/mams,they dun get scolded.
if we do,we'll get scolded lor!
yah lahx..they noe our NCOs sure pump us if we talk back at them,so we carn talk back at them,then they bully us.
we were discriminated at camp lorh!!
then ALOT of malay gals(no offense,i'm not racist) from tanglin sec kept reporting sick.
say wat,got blister and running nose?har?
their mam nvr say anything lor!
i gastric,cannot take it then report sick one lor!
they blister then can anyhow report sick,skip PT?
wah kao!so fucking weak lehx they all!
then alot of YISS gals kept calling the shots in all troops.
they tink they very big lahx!kns..bitches manx..
then the sirs all scold us only lorhx...
i hate those pple!
bully and discriminate us!!
we are so innocently accused lor!
i seriously dunno if that msg bk we're doing is gd..
hmm...so chum..how?
then juz now talk to that queenstown gal on MSN..
she like dun wanna talk to me or something...
maybe i'm juz being sensitive(typical cancerian)
haix.
she called.
awkward.
i tot she sms me as usual
whew.so happy to noe that EG is ok!~
My mummy say on 3 sep that day,she can go get the no. tag for me and xiao huang provided i dun pon sch!
haha.
speak abt good mummies!~
but i tink i'll still pon.
maybe drag niu..
i saw my hai tun at hse of starx!!!
yay!!
pay deposit liaox!!
hahaha!!
E3 so rawks ok!!esp their song with T-Rush.
Then alot of pple cried when they heard ''Zhi You Wo"
cos Toro wrote it..so sad!!~
xiao huang and belle cried.
i din.
at least it shows i'm better at keeping my emotions to myself.so darn proud of myself!
tmr's camp feast,we're not showering!
wohoo!~
altho muz bring boots..pui!
i tot of wat to write to EG during history todae.
becos that hoggy woman kept blabbering abt jappies?
i was like telling eunice that she has been talking non-stop abt source based qn for 20 mins str8!
great lecture manx!
todae the part As wore their no. 4..
("_)|||||<---enli,one fifth!
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i so missed last nite's WQYL.sickening.
got si mi ri ji.
tt "pai ka" piggy is so lucky k!not excactly lahx...
but she gets to sleep in..
hmph.
HAPPY HAPPY!!
gonna go for campy!
cya'll on sun!
I remember the day I started goin' nuts abt 5566 & Energy.
At one stage,5566 was my life.
Only then did i realise they're not the one for me.
The one who made me break down,yet smile thru my tears was ENERGY.
Some pple might think "haiya,boyband only mahx!who cares lah!?"
But to fans of Energy,even non fans,
they are our life,our inspiration,our motivation.
I remember going for the 5566 signing and that feeling within me was juz happy.
flashback:yippie!!5566!!renfu!!xiezhi!hao shuai!!
It's only them being shuai did i like them.but i liked Energy becos they had talent,they cared for their fans.
Now,hearing wat happened to Toro and the other 4,I knew i shi zhong ai de shi Energy.
Wo he ji ge peng you men de lei shui:
Xiao Huang,Belle...even Candice and En Li broke down.
And Pei Qi almost broke down.Bella was dam sad.
Janice was..emotionless(si fei zhu!xiao xin wo ba ni kao lai chi!)but i knew she cares for Toro too.
To see the impact that they have on us.
When i saw Ah Di crying his heart out todae,I told myself "How did it turn out this way?"
When i saw Toro lying on that hospital bed,I told myself "Why?"
So,I wanna let ya'll noe that Energy is my life,my world!
My tears flow down while listening to Mou Nian Mou Yue Mou Yi Tian..Energy
Fuck that blardie mother fucker!
I'm so blardie pissed off with that ass hole Jason!
Not Xu Meng Zhe!It's Energy's manager!
Do u noe wat that MF did?
He bad mouthed Energy to some bitch at some jie yun station!
That bitch even bully some poor little kid!
I hate that asshole Jason!
He wants Toro to seperate from the other 4!
Then u noe wat he does in private?
He scold Toro!
WTF!!~
Toro!!Wake up!!Stop siding that MF!He's not worth it!
Oh manx!I really gonna cry soon if they break-up!
So far,my tears have not come down.
But I hope when I do,it's becos I'm happy,not upset with the outcome!
Toro!!Wo de ke lian de Toro!!wahHx!!
My headaches are getting worser.
I tink it's cos of stress.
Too much hw,not enuf of sleep liaox.
Now Energy like that.
Toro may be on the verge of break down but I tink I'll collaspe b4 him!
Argh!!~
sorrie wanna add something to xuan:
xuan!stay strong!i believe u and him can be together again!
Dun forget u still have me k?
Talk to me if u wanna.
Take care!~ =)
Energy fans are crying real hard now.
I feel so stressed and depressed!
Energy was my life,my world!
They kept me going!
Plz!I'm making a plea,DO NOT DISBAND!
DS did that,now u guys too?
Do u have any idea how many fans out there are crying?!
We are hurting!We know u all feel bad too.
But that fucked up manager of urs is such a mother fucker
(sorrie for the bad lang. cannot help it!)
I hate him!
He'll be the most hated person on earth by all EG fans!
So,plz plz plz,do not disband!
Toro,jia you ok?You have us here!
We know u going to mental breakdown.
So am i.
My life is screwed!Real screwed
WHY MUST SUCH THINGS HAPPEN?!
ENERGY!!~
ugh.my head is hurting real bad.
better go eat my medicine!
idunevennoewhythehellurlikett.itsjuzsoannoying.
uhvtoseemeeveryday.faceit!
utinkiliketocusomuchmehx?
chey,mightaswellgohomeandsleeprite?duh!
insultinguwunmeananinsulttotheother2.
soiratherkeepmymouthandmythoughtshut.inmymind!
ohunoewat?urfuckingnametagisatthelostnfoundcupboard.
trygettingitwillu?
myfrensaresayingitsembarrassing.
forget,takeitasidinsayanything.watever.
Today is Ah Di's birthday!
Happy Birthday!Muz have a good good 21st k?Hehe..8 days after mine..i feel so honoured cos u and i ju xie zuo(crabby pple!lolx!)ok,take good care,know u take alot of Vit C then everyday nag at the other 4.haha..luv ya!
I'm so screwed.
I tink i realli screwed up big time.
Haix.
Wanna cry,Energy cry,Pau/Shu oso wanna cry!='(
sob sob sob!!
i quarrelled with him!!
toro,ah di,milk cry!!
i oso want to cry liaox!!
tmr is ah di's b'dae,such things have to happen!!
i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wails!!!!!!!!!
TORO!!!
AH DI!!!
WHY LIKE THAT?!
did i mention that we played pool at ys' hse?
so malu k!!
only sam knew how to play..
pro sia!
then me abit the act cos i dunno how to play but i tink i watch too much of my bro's tv shows with him.
then ended up i not bad lehx.
lolx.
hahaha!
but only pple like us can play pool until the ball fly out.
and only pple like us will wait for the ball to fall down(geraldine & joyceline)
lame.
yay!!my energy arrive liaox.
hse of starz juz called!whee!~
i watched the lizzie mcguire movie.
so rawks lor!u all have to watch!
she is so chio k!
todae go ys' hse to dance.
quite painful for my knee.
poor eileen.she so sad cos she cannot catch up with the tempo.
then after that go orchard to buy prezzies!= )
me,evon,amy and eileen was talking like siao at BK lor.
like we care.muahaha.
after that go buy prezzies at heeren.
i realised my brain cells are quite good at times,altho i muz admit i'm rubbish at studying.
hehex.i tot of the prezzie idea.=)
u noe todae orchard got a whole bunch of idiots hving flag day.
then u noe wat?
all frm barker one lor!
wat the..
so i called him.then he tell me he at cine.
so we went there.lolx
but he not there.=(
so we went arcade and then...(i shan't comment further.)
we were all like acting les lor.
most of us.we actually held hands in a straight line in the middle of orchard rd.
but pple,plz,i'm straight!
we were juz playing lahx.
then amy tt gu niang kept grumbling.
u noe tt siao cha bor do wat?
she wore 2 bras lor!
but then again,her shirt was transparent.
my wishlist is short of 1 item liaox! =)
juz now b4 i go watch lizzie mcguire,sgt sms me.
ask me to go check who haven go for ''interview'' after sch.
wish i was closer to her.
me and nabilah was joking todae cos she always sms chiang or hq.
then we were saying next time sms her "sgt,why u nvr sms me!?"
hahahahahah!~
wohoo!new template in 1 1/2 hrs!
enjoy!
i luv my boggie!! = )
haix.*shakes head*ys told me sgt feels we're biased against her.
then i go read her blog.so sad lorh!
she's not biased.i feel she's neutral.
then she keep saying abt rod.
dun make me cry lah!
for the past 2 yrs,rod mei you wo de fen!
why?
cos last yr i sick,i went lah,but nvr take part in parade.i ended up being the photographer.
then dis yr,got that stupid bridge competition.
tian ah!ni shua wo ah!?
to sgt elaine:(if ur reading):
sgt,dun be sad!i honestly tell u sincerely from the bottom of my heart an-(aiyah!enuf lah!)i dun want u to go.
actually u very cute lorh,as in kawaii lah!
u sometimes abit the fierce,but then again,where got NCO not fierce one?
even tho maybe u dun really noe us well or blah blah blah,after u r.o.d,we sure miss u one.
last time we like treat snr lanxi like tt,then after tt we regret.so sad.i personally feel horrible.
wished i cherished her more.then last yr r.o.d some of us nvr cry for her.
if dis yr we dun cry,doesn't mean we dun care abt u!it's juz that..cry abit the malu rite?!
our face might not show any expression,but deep down,we really care.
so..juz stay happy!(sounds familiar...i nvr copy u!)
luv ya!<--i'm not crooked..dun xiang YY
p.s:can i pinch ur cheeks after r.o.d?i so tempted to do that lor!haha!!jk!!~(dun pump us!!)
haiyo.i feel like a matured idiot.
nvm,todae me n janice go and draw rubbish during CS.
tt fat pig shervon,i hate her!!
so *cough*bitchy*cough*!
so we din bother abt her at all.heck lah!
then i hear Energy want to change record label.
dun scare me lor.last time DS oso like that,then they disband.
lucky Greg and Jesse went solo!
i absolutely refuse to like Chris!hmph.
i'm praying that ntg will happen to Energy.i believe every record company will want to take them one lah.
they so 'hot' now!tt stupid universal stupid lah!dunno how to cherish.
treat them like money tree!go and die lahx!
(mumbles)treat ah di and toro like money tree.xiao xin zou zai4 lu4 shang4 bei4 ren da!
that entry below was 8.45.
this entry is 8.56.
my head still hurts!
i went crazy buyin' mags todae.
i'm still contemplating whether i shld get that top frm far east.
it's so nice but ex.
i feel like i'm in a daze,so dreamy.
my mum and i agreed to split the cost for the digi cam i wanted.
but at the price of not buying anything for a mth.
is it worth it?
headaching even more.
i tink i'm gonna barf any moment.
i din go sch todae.
NO,i DID NOT pon sch.
i want to pon oso tmr pon rite?stupid.
haix,todae was horrible.
i keep seeing things in double.
which means i felt giddy.
head got this sharp pain.like someone poking u with arrow like that.
my throat feels like something stuck inside.
voice almost fading.
than my muscle was aching like crazy.
i survived yesterday but i may not survive tmr.
haix!my life sux.
wat the hell is wrong with me!?
i so darn proud of myself!i feel like i've emerged frm a battle victorious!
it's such a fantastic feeling.
i feel like i've done the female population proud(har?)!
ok.lame |||..
so i really scolded him and let's hope i brusied his ego real bad.
here's a little preview:(those in bold are highlights!)
takemeaway. says:
dunno, they were scolding me about it..
takemeaway. says:
ask me why i left her and stuff
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
yah
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
if it was me
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
i'll kill u
takemeaway. says:
no one told me anything
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
uh huh
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
that's cos u were juz being irresponisble
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
i've nvr heard of someone breaking ties juz by ignoring tt person
takemeaway. says:
i didnt noe what to do at all..
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
am i seeing wrongly?!
takemeaway. says:
nope.
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
u?!dunno wat to do?!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
still..u were being irresponisble
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
i believe god gave u a mouth
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
the least u could do was tell her personally
takemeaway. says:
yeah, but i didnt noe how she wld respond
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
yah,but she'll be even more hurt becos u din tell her!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
u have no idea how much she cried!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
were u there?!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
no!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
did u give a dam abt her?!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
no!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
u left all the comforting to us!
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
wat do u tink we are?
takemeaway. says:
i noe i was being a bastard
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
ur problem solvers
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
u are
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
u juz walk off and i get the blame
takemeaway. says:
she was insulting u upside down left and rite
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
and then u din even bother at all
takemeaway. says:
but what did u do?
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
i treated her as fren then,my closest fren
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
but she juz said all those stuff
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
but juz u admitting u were wrong does not make up for all the tears i shed
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
does not make up for the pain i went thru
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
does not give me bk the frenship i lost!
takemeaway. says:
i noe, im really sorrie about it ok?
pau.//i wanna go for wan quan happy!why is it in taiwan only!? says:
the only consolation was that xuan n sher and i talk and are frens!
takemeaway. says:
i didnt think that all these wld happen
oh!so u din expect it?hello!it's so freakish common sense!
i believe those brain cells in ur brains might be of a little help to u!
i'm not here to wipe up and do the bad job for u!
i had to tell her that!and it wasn't even my problem!
so dun " i din noe" me, u jerk!
xuan:dun ask me why i'm doin this!i juz want everyone to noe wat a f**king bastard he was!
pau,u CANNOT cry now!do not let another tear go down.it's not worth it!
i'm shaking rite now.he's talking to me on msn.i gave him a piece of my mind!he admitted he's a bastard!fuck u!
oh oh oh!i forgot something.
i carn make it to r.o.d
sorrie pltn mates!sorrie staff & sgt!
i got bridge competition in the morning at ngee ann poly that day.
ard 1 then end.
maybe if i rush back in time can join them at the bbq.
sorrie.i realli want to join but...
representing sch..
sigh.my depression juz went up 2 notches.sob!
control girly!control ur emotions!u carn do anything so might as well go with it.sigh.i'm juz feeling so..i dunno lahx..felt so useless in the afternoon.i have no idea why i'm not fighting.think positive!!!
whew.that was freakish.
he's not answering.
i'm not missin' him!
i dun even have feelings for him anymore.
I juz feel that it's weird cos he din answer.Dunno wat happen oso.
To those who wished me: Thank You!Luv ya'll!
juz now that ping kept calling me auntie.say i old liaox.
wat the..
then he started calling me pau.
i mean alot of pple call me pau lahx..
but guys call me pau abit the weird rite?
tmr got 2.4
wish me luck!
(not to pass,but as to whether i'll survive tmr!)
Oh My God!Mam Ting Ting wished me Happy Birthday.shocked.Thank you mam!i feel so happy now,yet shocked.
baBy iF u GiVe iT tO mE,iLL gIvE iT tO U,i nOe wAt u WaN.u NoE iVe gOt iT says:
happie bdae paula
pau.//i'm a year older now.sigh,feel so old. says:
thank u mam
baBy iF u GiVe iT tO mE,iLL gIvE iT tO U,i nOe wAt u WaN.u NoE iVe gOt iT says:
ure welcomed.may u get all that u wan.hav a blessed yr
pau.//i'm a year older now.sigh,feel so old. says:
thanks again
pau.//i'm a year older now.sigh,feel so old. says:
= )
well at midnight todae,xxx smsed me to wish me happy b'dae.thnx alot
then this morning,my mummy eleen sms-ed me!!she's in s'pore!so surprised she remembered!
joline jie oso sms-ed me.
then after that went to meet SH to go suntec.
so happy lor,she give me tatti bear and energy mousepad.=)thnx!
we play game like crap lor and then we got michelle ye and roger kwok's autograph.
ye xuan so chio k!!then saw arroy,ou di and darryl.
got one comic boyz fan keep calling arroy in a funny way.so cute!!~
after that go eat dinner with my family.
lily jie gave me a wa-wa and hp accessory.
ting jie gave me 20 bucks!i go money buy ''my energy'' liaox.heh.
well,he hasn't sms-ed me at all.
dunno wat happen oso.so weird!
oh,ryan and janice oso wished me.thnx guys!
that stupid piggy said this:
"hey girl, u're 14 liao... old liao hor... wishing u a happy bdae... hope u'll like adi's pic, coz tis is one of e pics tt i have 2 admit tt he's really shuai!!! \(^o^)/
- Janice''
aiyoh.so horrible one she!
ok,i'm a year older.i have to be a year more matured.hope i dun screw up my life this year.
happy birthday,paula
i was watching the E3 thingy on the internet.i rushed home frm ncc asap,then u noe wat?
i watched for barely 20 mins,the connection was cut.
wat the hell.
so i got fed up and juz went to shower.
then i go TBP to get my limited Energy things.heh.
my mum paid for it.
so happy!=)
i got new Energy wristband,hp pouch,t-shirt and poster[hao shuai..*dreamily*]
so after that go orchard walk with my mum.
go hse of starz then that stupid place dun hv the toro/ady cards.so sickening.i wanted my book...*pouts*
ordered meng zhe's new bk for xiao huang.=P
then went to cine and FINALLY bought my bag and flip flops.
todae extremely happy.yippie!!
i tink i'm gonna flunk my oral.i was so out of pt lor.
die liaox..that ms anna keep looking at me and smile.
so i smile lor.
the more i smile,the more she smile.
then we both smile alot.
lame.
tmr taking oral.freaky.
my depression went down one notch todae.
Wan Quan Yu Le showed Energy for so long.
Chao Ren Qi Da Tiao Zhan showed Sun Xie Zhi.yippiex!
tmr got ncc.yuck.stupid RC no activity.sighx.
back to starching my uniform.
haix.
i din have anything to do,so i started reflecting on myself.i realised that i'm realli annoying.
why?ehx cos i'm like freakishly grumpy these days.
homework.and more homework.
ALWAYS sleeping in class.
din even bother to try on my contacts AT ALL when i'm supposed to.
freakishly annoying everyone abt the dolphin wa-wa to buy it for my b'dae.
so i said to candice on the bus todae "am i being abit thick skinned?"
she nodded and we burst out laughing.
maybe i'm juz feeling abit lousy lahx.
i dun want to wait for ''my energy''
i dun want to wait for ''E3'' to come out.
i dun want "Wan Quan Yu Le'' to show only for an hour.
i want more Energy news.
my plan of getting sick this week is so not working.
i juz want someone to spend my burfday with.
14 yrs already.
the only time i ever had a cake was when i was 8.pathetic,i noe.
no one ever remembers my b'dae.btw,my mum forgot last yr.*diao* but she got compensate.
i juz want my frens to spend my b'dae with me.
to feel that i mean something.
like anyone cares.
sorry,i'm juz day-dreaming.
dun mind me.
i juz watched finished "chao ren qi da tiao zhan" oh my god manx,ah lan ahx!!no comments manx..now ya chou yu le zhong xin zhu buo is comic boyz de ting wei and jun cai.oh manx...they look weird weird onex...but ting wei hao ke ai!!~u noe the energy news these days?i MUZ watch all manx..die also muz watch!!energy pai tui mo lu de mv,their pants split lorh!!and it's shown ALL over asia...aiyohx!!so maluating!!!!!!!!it's ok lahx...man mahx...if girl come tt ''thing'' during the month,worse is when ur pants/skirt is WHITE..die liaox...i think tt's much much worse!!hahaahahahah!!!i'm gonna die of laughter manx!!!oh manx!!heard xuan is sick todae,get well soon ok?=)
i lurrrrve my new com!!~it rawks manx!i'm listening to tui mo lu all the time.the more i hear it,the more i love it.oh,gaoXinG!!!!!!ni zhe ge gui bin gou!!hehex. tmr got history..yuck...gonna faint manx...
u have no idea how much i luv my dad!~he juz bought a BRAND NEW $2700++ computer for me.JUZ FOR ME!!yahoo!!goodbye sharing and fighting over the com!aloha privacy!heheh.it's a new pc with scanner and printer incl.!!wat i've ALWAYS wanted.he said it's for my 14th b'dae prezzie,it's gonna be in my rm..muahah!~my bro was so jealous.heh.it's fair cos he always gets more ex prezzie than me.i only hv dinner with my family every yr,no cake no ntg.this yr oso the same lahx..only that my dad is gonna be overseas so only got my mum and bro.she say i can hv swensens.good enuf.=)
my mum juz dug out some old pics of mine.i looked thru it and the first thing that came into my mind was ''wat the hell was i wearing then?!''i mean,dresses? EEWW!and there was the stretch pants.yuck!my mum said ''i rather u wear more girly things rather than wat ur wearing now''who cares?
rebellion.one thing every teenager goes thru.u carn blame me.; )
i carn go escape todae.my fucking bro meeting his frens,that's why cannot.
asshole.kids nowadays have so much freedom unlike us when we were in pri sch.wah lau!then when i wanted to go out i had to scream and beg my mum to let me go.now leh?they can juz simply walk out juz like that so sickening.
i was watching mvp juz now.i'm now in a ''gao tianqi'' phrase.i juz ditched my ''energy'' phrase.
hahax..sorrie k ah di & toro..pai seh...
gaoxing hao shuai ok! he look so MAN.*squeals*
that stupid hotmail server is down.crap!i went to test for my contacts juz now.so fuckin' hard to put it in but i succeeded!yippie=)!so..which means i get my contacts!~yahoo!~my bro's frens keep callin'..ANNOYING.i wanna go escape tmr..mum said i could but as long as my grandma doesn't fall ill.i wanna play viking!!luv it to bits!heard 'tui mo lu' last nite..called yunxuan but she got no reaction cos she's still OBSESSED with zax.i'm switching and concentrating on my ah di.*grinx*my stupid email acc. keeps gettin' junk mail..from some ah neh company...yuck!my grandma is fussing over my baby cousin in indonesia..wtf manx..she's biased.she dotes on my bro,fusses over those 2 cousins of mine but i'm juz being used as ''the one who is most sensible and useful when doin impt stuff''my bro gets way better treatment than me.hmpf.
there's this very annoying pop up thingy..ugh...hate it..u noe wat?i'm stuck with her for prez comm...GREAT!FANTASTIC!sense the sarcasm?!haix..dun wanna spoil my mood..i juz found out alpha got webby lehx!!staff ariani do one lehx...pro sia!!~wah lau!we part a tt time where got so good!?lucky duckies...hehex..we planning for r.o.d liaox...not tt we wanna chase them away lahx..but muz plan nicely..cos we ALWAYS maluate ourselves at such things..cannot say wat we doin...cos staff and sgt read blogs...freaky manx...ok so i blew my whole entire allowance on new piccies and
youth day so dumb..stupid rain..spoil everything..make me suffer 1 more period of neo...yuck..she started on physical and chemical change...i was like half asleep cos mrs lim was SO boring durin history lorh!!i was not even listening to her..then after sch go orchard...ate sakae sushi..then go take neoprint @ heeren..saw xuan there..tt stupid gal go and whack me frm behind...scare me..oh oh oh!!i forgot something very impt!!todae the concert hor..STUPID MS CHAN DANCE THE RICKY MARTIN SONG!!WAT THE HELL?!RICKY MARTIN?!yuck!!then we were all puking lorh!!!dunno how to shake dun shake lah!!then dance oso dance wrongly!!wah lau...she so old go and dance with young chio bus..yuck!!!absolutely disgrace...btw..sharon goh dam chio sia!!~
f--oops..sorrie ys..it's (toot)!my mum promised me 10 bucks if i can borrow the pri 4A textbook and 5A & 5B textbook but i carn find anyone!!help!!
yippie!!tmr is holiday(sort of.)haix...i hate my computer..the stupid thing cannot read chinese,it cannot connect to a stupid printer,it cannot download MSN 6.0,IT SUCKS BASICALLY!!haix..i saw xuan writing ryan's name on a piece of paper...hahaha...love letter sia..mitch keeps asking me for xuan's name...i dun wanna give him...dun want xuan to suffer at the hands of those idiots!heard james(tt chao ah gua!) followed them ard..uhh...hello?pple are dating?u dun FOLLOW pple ard on their dates...oh..the power of lurve..sigh..juz saw the pics for E3(btw..''E3" is Energy's 3rd album)...Ah DI is SO MAN ok!~Shu wei looks..gay..then Da Da is quite ok lahx..(for once i'm saying something good abt Kunda)Niu Nai is...Ah Xin no.2!!!oh manz!!!tt long layer of hair at the bottom...aiyohx!!Toro as usual is as shuai as ever...sigh..u noe why i say all abt them here only...cos i dun dare say at Energy noticeboard..later kena send virus..better not...gen ponned todae...lucky pig...my mum say i can go test for my contacts tmr!!so happy!!=)she say it's 50 bucks for 30 pairs...ok reasonable lahx since it's disposable and weekly onex...but like i'll wear it to sch...i prob wear it on weekends only...so anywayx...when i get it then i'll tell u'll!cya!
haix.i realli think my life sucks..i went to cut my hair todae..look like mushroom now.lolx.first i was a broom,now mushroom again!~enli,thnx for lending me mvp k..=)todae the council investiture..quite bo liaox lahx..they dun let us eat tho..hmm...heard staff was realli touched..if i was her,i'll also be touched!so ex lehx..no lahx..jk!~tt stupid yunxuan say she wants to be miyuki the dog..wah lah eh!
haiz..sch is realli taking a toll on me...i dun get enuf sleep and stupid mrs lim is SOOOOOO BOR-ING!!!!i was goin to fall asleep any moment manz...u noe wat?my mum asked me whether i wanted contacts..of cos i jumped at the opportunity lahx!wah lau!she automatic ask me one leh..i nvr ask or anything!!so she was like "ok..but u can only wear it during weekends.not in sch"cos she scared i p.e or something kena whack by ball or pple..later the contacts drop or dunno lah!so...yippie!!!i'm so gonna pester her for contacts!!!yahoo!~
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