i'm crying real badly now.
i miss my classmates!
saw belle's pics and realised they had so much fun at the beach while I (censored)
i dunno,i feel it's unfair.
i really wanted to go.
REAL BAD.
seriously and i'm starting to hate them for it.
forget it,it's over.
it've never gonna come back.
all thanks to (censored).
I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!
haix.
HAIX.
broke out in rashes like hell today,pricked my hands and they bled when i got home,totally knackered.
i felt like crying then.
i felt so tempted to juz drop everything and run away.
but now,it's no use.
because i already missed the thing like how many hours?
forget it.
it's too late to turn back now.
i'm still waiting for this nightmare to finish.
well,since i couldn't spend time with my beloved classmates just now,i shall post something up for them.
just for 2C2 2003!
***
Strangers we were when we first came Crescent.
Fear,excitement,nervousness.
Something we all felt.
First few months saw new friendships being built up,one by one.
Of course,there was the many special festivals/occasions spent as 1C2 2002.
The most memorable being Teachers' Day cos we totally embarrassed ourselves in front of the entire school,yet we enjoyed the fun of performing it.
By then,the end of our first year had almost come to an end and friendships solidified.
November and December came and went by.
School reopened and this time,we had juniors.
Looking forward to see our 1C2 juniors,we ran up excitedly to our old classroom.
So the new year starts with new and some old teachers teaching us.
Boring lessons,enjoyable ones were spent together.
2003 marked our class in the most unitable spirit.
We broke "records" that weren't meant to be broken(ie:no. of ppl ponning sch),skipped stupid lessons that weren't neccessary(think:neo).
So came the final battle we all had to overcome:Streaming Exams.
After weeks of hard work,it was time to perform.
We rejoiced as one after exams,finally free of that heavy burden.
3 weeks left of our final year.
Day by day it passed and towards the final week,memories were either written down or taken in a photo.
Now,the day has come as our final day as 2C2 2003 approached.
Heavy hearts,unwilling minds.
One final picture together and it ended.
School was out.
The empty classroom turned dark and scary as lights went out.
Though empty,it will contain one thing:Memories.
I will never forget the images of people having their heads bent down,pouring over textbooks,laughing over lame,spastic jokes,zhao lao shi's corny antics,the rebellion done to spite teachers and all my friends' faces.
Happy times,sad times we have all spent together.
Crying,happy,moody,sad faces.
we've seen it all.
2C2's all 39 people have not only become my classmates,they've become little stars in my life who light it up with their personalities and i thank god for having such great friends in my life.
it will never be goodbye for us,guys,because we will always be 1C2 2002/2C2 2003 FOREVER.
all the best,guys and never doubt one thing:you'll always have a place in my heart.
Love,Paula.
***
ahhh!!
forgotten to add.
WEI YU BAO BAO KAWAII NEH!~
cya!
oww.
elbow pain.
tmr:die.
sat:die even more.
p.s:janice pang,corn sucks!*bLeHx*
hmm..belle juz told me huang gou dedicated a song to us on xian ge ji yi.
i seriously think i saturday no hope liaox.
i carn believe i wrote the wrong DJ's name!!!!!!!
anyway,C2 pple muz listen kays.
and bravo pltn mates,i also dedicated the song to u,ESP YOU GUYS!
you pple light my life in a way not others can do and i'm grateful for that.
anyway,belle,dun so emotional lah...
very mao mao lehx...
lolx.
i tink tmr i'm gonna cry like hell and turn up for IFC wif red eyes.
ooh..
i shall drink shandy tmr nite and 'drown' my sorrows.
haven't finished my 6 can yet.
hehehex.
ok,gotta go do up my no.4
ciao.
guys,dun eat lunch when watching wan yu tmr or you'll puke manx.
k-one went as guests lor!
*shudders*pui pui pui!
juz said a dirty word:k-one.
ahh!!did it again.
pui pui pui!
hmm..belle,cheer up lahx.
dun cry lor.
it's not the end of the world or something.
we'll still see each other in sch for the nxt 2 yrs,only not as often.
sigh.
totally upset when thinking abt leaving on friday.
and the most (censored) thing is,I GOT TEST THAT DAY!!
I WANT TO GO FOR THE GATHERING!
hmpf.
cannot complain or else sure kena one.
so *zip action*.
listening to zhi you wo now.
saw mr toro on wan yu juz now.
mr toro very kawaii,but wo hai shi yao energy wu ge ren.
*sigh*
i juz realised my hubby very handsome lor...
really...
shuai si le!
but my mao mao is the best forever!
erbx,so contridicting.
right.
anyway,went to orchard today wif sy and xuan.
watched matchstick men which was sickeningly BOR-RING with a capital 'B'!
xuan,it's not worth 5 stars ok?
and saw nat & abit of eugene today.
one word:posers.
end of comment.
anywayx,gotta finish those autograph entires for sharon & yuting.
hmm..
wanna watch ya zhou yu le tong later cos mr toro(sad sad look on pau's face) is going to talk abit abt AHEM.
get the idea?
fine,hidden meaning:THE contract problem.
ciao.
ack,no mood today.
went secret recipe with xuan,bel,huang gou and hock.
dam funny...
we ordered like kid's meal?
saw k-one's new album in cd-rama today..
totally wanted to rip the posters on the counter today...
grrrr.
anyway,my mum bought blank disc to burn winter sonata vcd.
erbx.
winter sonata...right,so great.
oh,did i forget to mention xuan's dog is like so fierce?
wait,i juz did.
IT'S SO SMALL YET FIERCE!!
and i'm dead meat liaox...
tmr got guitar test and i haven't even opened it since the last lesson which was 2 wks ago.
fantastic rite?
haix.
feel like my life's crumbling totally into pieces.
really.
like no one cares abt me?
forget it...
had this nice talk with pq durin' pe..
great chat it was...
i juz realised on the bus i didn't ask jie out yet!
hmmpf.
so long nvr see him liaox...
wonder how's he..
dun care abt weiming.
he can die for all i care.
hope i dun c him at imt re-shooting.
today my mum's b'dae!
whee!~
i bought her prezzie like a mth ago?
anywayx,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!~
wah kao!
i super tempted to delete that comment lor...
grrr.
since i cannot openly declare i hate k-one,i shall do it on my blog.
and don't even try to stop me ok?
this is MY blog,i can do anything i want to do with it.
I HATE THOSE RIP-OFFS!!
blardie s.o.bs!!
oops,too vulgar.
i was in totally no mood to update more cos of that comment can?
feel like bashing that person up!
energy may have used korean boybands songs but don't everyone do covers too?
besides,as what belle and i discussed,their style is included in the songs.
k-one totally ripped off the idea from energy.
looks,songs,dance.
copycat!
wah,i tell u,if ching saw it,she would start calling k-one monkey wannabes lor.
can imagine her doing that,lolx.
that f**king comment totally "dirtied" my page lor.
and if u want to say those comments,say it proudly manx.
use ur own name and not an alias,coward.
i'm so trying to cool down now.
hate that person to the core.
dun let me find out who it is,or else..
i will send all the world's deadly viruses to ur computer!!
and i shall make sure your home's rubbish is not disposed properly and all the creepy crawlies will attack you!!
that's for insulting my mao mao!!
hmppf.
*pau on fire*
i need something to cool me down.
ciao.
zhang shan wei will be the death of me!
ahhhh!
he went to boon tong kee which is 5-10mins walk from my house on friday when i was at taka!!
then today he go chinatown pt which is opp. my grandma hse when i was at suntec!!
I HATE THAT IDIOT!!
hmmpf.
and huang gou and i are nuts over mr ma sa!~
*dreams mr ma sa playing his bass guitar*
anyway,guess wat?
butch gang followed monica & reb they all lor!
sorrie for the vulgar words but,WTF?!
i hate them like siao!
went bk to look mr letter cos my bro wanted to see him and they left already.
dun care,then almost got attack when i got to ritz.
hmmmppppfffff!!
dun want to talk abt it already.
make my blood boil only.
oh my god lor!!
niu nai look so adorable last time!!
and chocolate looks like shanwei from the side lor!!
he's so shuai can!!!
ahhhh!!~
found out the one teaching mayday the streetdance moves is called shock win.
erbx,wat kind of a name is that?
*shrugs*
nvm,i'm also called pau also.=)
adam,adam,adam!!
ahhh!!
oh manx!!
love niu nai to bits lor!~
so kawaii his pic!!
anyway,mr ma sa:you rox man!!
mr shin:so cute!
mr monster:*thumbs down*bleugh.
mr ming:i pity u..haix..*shakes head*
mr stone:go and die lah.
hmmpf.
anyway,chiang,eileen,ys and i going k-box tmr to sing karaoke.
erbx,i tink glass break liaox...
i wanna sing mou nian~
hehe...extra...i shall sing all the shuwei parts out of tune...
wohoo!~
evill.
hmm..i noticed that everytime a-wei goes for signing it will start to rain once he sings finish.
dunno why also..*shrugs*
sway lor...
anywayx,wanna update...ciao.
oww..
leg pains.
and a-wei is so dam worth it ok!
he's so kawaii!~
ahhhh!!!
he looked at me and did some weirdo sign and..who cares about the hand sign.
HE LOOKED AT ME AND AT MY SIGN!!
yay!!
and that pink taxi..erbx..*mei lian jian ren*
saw butch gang and skinny gang today.
shldn't buy 4D today,sure wun strike one.
*pukes*
and i saw qimin!!
ahh!!
missed her so much!!
and monica and gang went totally nuts today.
lolx.
hmm..
then a-wei was asking that xuan xuan or xiao yun better.
then everyone was screaming "xuan xuan!" and poor xiao yun who was just next to the stage was so shocked i think she almost dropped her coffee.
xuan xuan was in taiwan and a-wei was like "if got dv,xuan xuan will be very happy to hear that."
and he like cried?tho i din see it lahx...
anywayx,gtg.
ciao.
sharon,i love you manx!!
she finished my poster!!
wohoo!~
i hate neo,she's bor-ring sia.
i fell asleep during science lor...
hmm...xuan,ur skirt is darn short!
argh!!
my mum forced me to wear a spag top and i argued with her and she finally let me wear a white blouse over it.
i'm telling u,NEVER,i mean NEVER say you want to see me in that outfit.
i'll strangle you...
hmpf.
anywayx,today's "idol" talk with zhao lao shi was funny...
made fun of her cos she liked leslie cheung..
hehex...
2C2's going nuts you know...
yikes,late for the blardie wedding dinner.
update later!
hmmpf.
bought shi xin feng already and finally succeeded in psychoing my mum to get me a fm.
funny thing was she made me choose if i wanted a mp3 player or md player for x'mas.
what is nicer,guys?
spent the whole day in class doing crap and wrote 2 chapters for my toro fic.
hehx.
sharon,if u're reading this,GO AND DO MY POSTER!!!
hmmpf.
ahh,totally came home late cos apparently my bro lost track of time and blurly went home only to realise we were waiting for 40 mins at liang court for him.
then only came back at 9.30++...
haix,dunno if i can finish the story tonight.*bits lip*
anywayx,maybe i wun tonite.
hehx.
i noe!
shall be totally evil and leave a final chapter for tmr!
wohoo!!ok,gtg,wanna update.
ciao.
talked to my mum abt my results on the way home.
she was being totally cool abt it..
said she hopes i can at least get into double,anywhere but art.
so i was like,yah.
she was like "u said you'd try and pass all subjects yet you failed maths"
and i was "the t'chers are pervertic manx!"
and she was "you say that abt EVERY t'cher!"
then,end of subject cos she started nagging at my bro.
anywayx,just wanna say how easily a simple fone call changes everything.
yizhen called to tell me abt tmr's activity and we were totally chatting away,which was good.
and i guess we're frens.
=)
i agreed to train for arms drill on thursday with her and it's a good sign.
totally sick abt funscope.
neo sucks.
carn stand her.
ew ew ew.
and my rashes is ok now and hock totally laughed when she heard i had rashes.
hmpf.
baddie.
xi jie rawks manx!~
i luv xiezhi...*dreams*
so man,so shuai,so cool....
and my baby cousin is ANNOYING!
he keeps playing all the funny funny music for self amusement.
erbx,weird.
anywayx,another week b4 total peace.
shan't update anymore tonite cos i dun wanna end so early...
hee.
ciao.
my dad was real weird today.
he actually ALLOWED me to skip sch.
serious.
i woke up at 6.35 then force my mum to wake my dad up to send me to sch cos blardie late already.
then he just said "aiyah,dun go sch lah.go bk and sleep."
i was like "ok lor"
duh!
FIRST time sia...
he told my mum to let me rest cos these days i look like i'm on the verge of falling sick again...
so*shrugs*.
anywayx,woke up at 11.30am with my baby cousin screaming his heart out and i remembered scolding my bro to,"f**k off" cos he was trying to get me to wake up.
lucky pig...
3 whole days of marking days...
anywayx,i wun update so fast,i tink.
cos sharon must finish my poster first b4 i can start the 2nd one right?
i tink zhao lao shi's mouth very accurate.
she tot i fell sick yesterday when i called her in the staff room then today i woke up feeling like crap.
must be yesterday's water from the fountain.
i broke out in rashes the whole night ok...
i shall go and kill those 2 siao char bos tmr...
xuan,if u're reading this,remember to lend me one of ur denim skirts k!
the stupid dinner is like this week lor...
ouch,i need more calamine manx...
ciao.
huang gou,hock and i went nuts today after sch manx!
we went to TBP first to get huang gou's converse shoes while she screamed when she forgot that she also wanted her DADA shoes..'_'|||
then went BK to start eating and chatting like siao..
we wanted to call in to 93.3 to win mayday's concert tix..
but muz sing 5 songs that mayday sang before and we dunno..cos i only noe how to sing 2..
my bro is the expert..not me..
then we say maybe can sing "happy birthday",taiwan's national anthem or CNY songs..lolx.
then they dragged me all the way to bugis.
then we went siao taking neoprints.
took 2 times and they bully me...show you guys tmr if u wanna...
then drag me all the way to the fountain there and they really went to play in there lorhz..
those 2 baddies bully me...
made me go into the fountain in hock's PE shirt and totally maluated ourselves...
the water stinks btw...ew.
then went back to take some more neoprints.
totally went nuts ok...
then we went home all drenched and stinky...
walked past raffles hotel though...hehx..
i guess when we went out,it was a way of getting rid of the misery.
haix.
i flunked maths horribly.
dunno how to face my parents...
and i let myself down alot...
altho on the surface i look ok,deep down i really wanted to cry.
but i promise him i wun cry for no reason...
that's why i din.
i just felt numb.
totally numb.
without emotions and feelings.
i dun want to talk abt it anywayx.
gonna continue my story after dinner and a hot shower...
so ciao.
***
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
***
juz realised they're not taking my room.
instead,my bro is sleeping in with me for the next week.
yucks.
anywayx,i want to stay home today.
whee~
gonna update asap and hopefully finish the story soon.
just heard some leann rimes song that rawks totally!
i'm on chp95 liaox.
so..cya~
oh manx!
my nights are going to turn into a nightmare soon!
my stupid younger baby cousin is here and THEY ARE TAKING MY ROOM!!!
see lah,kena thrown out of my own room by my mother.
hmpf.my grandmother is like goo goo ga ga-ing over him right now.
it's like,his only a puny little kid who cries non stop,wat's so cute abt him?!
the first thing he did was to cry when he just stepped into my house.
sheesh!
I WANT MY ROOM BACK!!
my bro and i are secretly drinking jolly shandy now cos my dad like doesn't noe.
lolx.made my mum buy a 6 can pack last nite for us.=)
anywayx,made niu "talk" to niu nai.
hehx.she's gloating like siao manx.
my whole body's aching now sia...
so i guess i shan't be going out today.
so i can update happily!
oh well,we're ALL gonna die tmr anywayx..
bye guys.
it was nice knowin' u pple.
haix.
i'm like out of emotions now.
totally nothing.
feel like everyone and everything's desertin' me now.
haix.
i seriously don't know wat to do,really.
forget it,life sucks.
gonna update after i come back from watching "the rundown".
hope evon's gonna be alright...
i need someone to talk to me,understand how i feel this moment.
felt totally out of place today.
have no idea why as well.
sometimes,i really like to be alone on my own ya noe.
no worries,no troubles.
forget it,i dun wanna talk abt it now.
back to my 2nd fic.
it's gonna be called "Answered Prayer".
I'm gonna put Toro in with this girl called Chloe.
dunno why,but i juz love that name.=)
and i made a super big blunder.
i wrote the letter to xian ge ji yi for 1 nov but i realised it's a saturday.
die~
it's chong qing and i wrote ma li's name!~
nvm,just try my luck.
or else b4 i leave for NZ,i shall go send in another one,in time for niu's b'day.
but i'm definitely NOT requesting for zai's song...=P*bLeHx*
and i still carn believe wat chiang did to us...
how can liddat?
i spent an hour doing it leh!~
belle,i was refering to *coughs* CCA*coughs*.
yah,geddit?
anywayx,i'm gonna be super late.
my movie starts in 50 mins and i'm not even out of the house yet!
cya~
toro is singing "chun zai" for the FIRST time in public lor.
i mean not that i'm saying his singing sucks,but..why that song?
i remember analysing that song with toro and my feelings,so u guys shld noe how i feel rite?
then he like really singing that song with zhou chuan xiong,shaowei & r&b lor.
zhou chuan xiong's got the talent but his face is total yucks can.
who can even see him under that pile of facial hair?
erbx..'_'|||
super wat lor..
i miss toro..
i want to see him with the other 4..
hopefully they can like re-unite for a duet or something..
wah!~
so nice!~
=)
ok,i wanna ZzZzZ liaox..
nitez.
p.s:sorrie guys,today super no mood update.bad mood today.tmr ok?
[edited]
i cannot fucking stand you attitute.if you dun like me,fine.
it's your own business!none of mine.
quit acting as tho you're such a fucking angel.
i dun care wat u said,because everything that concerns you has got NOTHING to do with me!
dun think i don't give a shit about it,but i hear every single word you said today LOUD AND CLEAR!
***
i'm like so pissed off this moment.
not because of activity tmr.
it's abt wat happened today.
i honestly think she's like a major bitch.
forget it,i cannot stand such pple.
they make me sick!
disappear from my sight pronto will you?
sch was ok today.
we re-enacted the entire scene from the friday b4 the exams.
yupx,18 pple din come.
forget it.
chines knot tying was cool except for the fact that it made my finger start to hurt again.
then the personality test.
way cool manx!~
carn believe huang gou is the future (cue to puke) princess diana.
ermx.'_'|||
and niu is the future lee kuan yew?nada.
pai seh,niu.carn imagine.=P
haix.
i'm cherishing my guitar like mad and just blew my top when my bro touched it.
yep,my guitar's my life.
like i said,it's the only joy in life for me.
i sent my letter today.
still carn believe xuan licked it.
ew.
call me meticulous,but it's sick.
i wanted to use water but she LICKED it!
poor person who's gonna open it.
sorrie,xuan.=)
and i'm not updating today.
totally now mood.
flipped in the afternoon.
went town and took pics twice wif bella and xuan.
quite pathetic,but it was ok.
i guess?
haix.
feel like my frens all deserting me.
forget it.
i tink i wanna start my toro fic.
i'll put ME in it.
but not my name
hehe,someone else's.
but i'm putting my heart into it because i want others to know how i feel.
well,monday's doomday.
best of luck peeps.
cya.
did i mention when i was taking my earring out xuan saw this super shuai ah di lookalike?
wah lau!
i was screaming away in pain to even care if there was such a person lor...
wasted sia...
haix...
i wanna get ready for activity tmr.
wish me luck k?
and belle ah,dun follow me.
u'll regret lor.
make sure u tink properly ok?
toro broke up with rui rui?
OH MY GOD!
no way!
i feel so sad for them...
altho i dun really noe who rui rui is in real life,can tell toro is happy with her.
wah lau!
huang gou,keep our fingers crossed there isn't a "gina" between them.
toro.
*heart breaks*
like wat huang gou said,i hope he can find someone new.
or better still,patch up with rui rui.
dun EVER find a bitch as replacement.
i swear i'll strangle him when i go for his signing.
if he dares like shuwei like a "gina",i will kill him!
haix.
major depression.
dun want to talk liaox.
how come no one told me we got the forms today?
just now hock just told me.
i can sense my depression coming already.
haix.
one problem after another.
how to face my dad with those horrendous results?
well,i only have myself to blame i guess.
forget it,i tink i'll just come home crying tmr.
no matter how happy and heck i look on the outside,it hurts deep down.
i'm just worrying if i can make it to double.
i dun want triple,it's not my choice.
*cross fingers*
god help me.
still dun believe i did my layout in 15 mins.
pro sia...
anywayx,belle altho i hv no idea why ur so upset,cheer up lah k?
din go sch todae.
shan't say why.huang gou will kill me!
i gotta go for dental later..
great!(sense the sarcasm?)
updated like 4 chps in the morning at like 11am?
i'm totally hooked onto machi didi's "tian mi mi"
rawks like hell manx!so sweet!~
anywayx,guitar was ok yesterday.
made us learn all the bass notes.
horrible like shit.
so many lines.
and we gotta play solo next next week.
freaky sia.
i carn do the arpegio crap lah.
hard like siao.
so i'm gonna practice like mad!
i want my donut!
carn eat it after dental tho...
yucks...
i tink catapult sucks!
i have no idea wat in the world is that.
my bro started acting like some smart aleck by explaining wat it was to me.
i was like totally not listening to him.
idiot.
i'm so sad no one besides enx and xuan mentioned abt rui rui's letter.
*shakes head*so failure liddat.
forget it manx...
i'm until chp 75 liaox..
dunno when i'm gonna stop...
ching's gonna leave soon i tink..
yah..
cos i'm running out of ideas liaox!
i still dun believe i made toro do a PDA to wei qi and singing "sugar rush"
i'm so blardie evil!
and i have no idea why i'm so good to shuwei..erm..dun ask me why.
and i like the piglet pillow so much that i added that in.=)
can someone like get it for me for christmas?
ok,jk lah..
like anyone will remember me liddat?*roll eyes*
no one like remembers my bday also...
haix.nvm,dun talk abt sad things.
i still have to get that stupid carebear for niu!
she wants the WHOLE set that crazy cow!
wah lau!1 per year..that means 10 years leh...DIE!
ok,i wanna watch tv.
ciao.
btw,i love my chocolate addict layout!
nice like hell!
chocolates rock my world!
hmm...new layout.
nice?
haix...
headaches...
had a nice chat with enx last nite..
lolx.
and i feel so sadist today!
i made rui rui leave.
*sob*
ok fine.
if she doesn't leave,my readers wun have a story to read.
and enx got her 2nd letter!
another sad one...
alamak...
at least toro & wei qi happy together is "lala" land!
anywayx,carn make it tmr for air rifle training.
got dental.
it's true.
i swear!
i totally forgotten until that stupid nurse called up to tell me.
nowadays still got such service meh?!
anywayx,today was boring.
fell asleep during the recycling talk.
and niu ah~
ur that niu temper can change or not?
so xiong one!
this lao shu will scared one leh!!
anywayx,the only joy in my life is starting in 2 hrs.
yah,guitar lessons!
yay!~
this week was quite an emotional rollercoaster for me.
i guess it was for many huh?
oh,enx,cheer up lah!
u not as bad as me right?!
haix.
gonna update 1 chp b4 guitar.
ciao.
feel happier now.
got alot of encouraging words from my friends.
i guess they say when you're at your lowest points,friends are the ones that lend a crying shoulder for you.
i really appreciate it.
i thought i was all alone feel this.
and i felt like giving up.
just having you guys around for me,i guess i'm contented.=)
for the sake of my friends,i will jia you kays?
and ma'am,i'll keep my promise.
really,i will.
i wun let you or bravo down.=)
we're in this together,guys!
i guess,i really found myself.
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totally no mood to blog...
totally drained out of all my emotions these days.
btw,thnx guys for ur encouragement.
dun worry,i'm a strong person.
i wun give up so easily.
=)
talked to ma'am.
i feel so remorseful right now.
i want to cry.
you noe,just let it all out.
i'm sorry i made you cried.
i dun feel good too.
you just have to understand i hate pple controlling me like i'm some robot or something.
give me time,give yourselves time.
give US time.
i believe we can go thru this.
it's like year after year,more problems arise.
i dunno what's happening too...
the past year wasn't easy for me to go thru..
i faced quite few problems and they just added on day by day.
you might be thinking i'm a slacker or something,but it's just that i can't take it.
ever since i entered crescent,my weight has been plunging.
not that i starve myself or something,it's just that it keeps going down.
and i think i'm super underweight now.
wat the heck am i talking about?
haix.
i just want you to know i'm truely sorry if i hurt you in any way or another.
i just hope you'll understand it's not easy for me lately.
i want to go for my CCA happily,not like i'm being forced to.
my mum hasn't mentioned anything about it yet but she just blew her top on friday when i told her.
it's only the end of the exams and not even 24 hrs,yet we still have activity.
maybe on the surface some aren't complaining,we are deep down.
just imagine being under the sun,being pumped for mistakes i dun even noe what it is.
i just don't get it sometime.
hate us,love us,you're still our seniors.
i believe once something is done,there is a valid reason for it.
not something silly.
it's like you're trying to show you're superior than all.
why?why do it?
maybe it's just me,not you.
i dunno.
i still think the problems lies in both parties.
the pressure is killing me.
i noe you have your reasons too,but i can't take it.
i'm like on the verge of breakdown soon!
it's not your fault,it's mine.
i really hope that i'll be able to smile happily and go down for once,willingly again.
i'm still very sorry.truthfully.
wah lau!
the chicken wings so hard to find!
had to search 3 cold storage b4 i found it and some more not marinated one.
in the end,i have to marinate it at home.
tmr got anything wrong,dun kill me hor...
i finally opened my 1st 2 earholes last night!
wahey!
wearing my male & female earring now!
and i went to heeren to get another 3 pairs juz now.
mum sponser.=)
anywayx,really excited about tmr!
class gathering!
yay!
anywayx,found out a-wei's having signing on the 24th.
gonna write him a long letter.
which means i gotta start writing in fan ti words again!*groan*
i want to scold ren fu!
wahhaha!~
ok,i forgot to add that on friday,when we were at lala's house,something dam funny happened.
we were resting after a game then bel's empty can was on the floor.
then the wind blew and the can flipped and started rolling away.
she was chasing after the thing can!!
wah lau!
it got further and further lor!
so funny!!
ok,i wanna update now.
hock just scolded me just now.
hehe,HONEY!DARLING!
oops...
ok.
here's another of my suicidal entries again.
someone plz tell me the highest building so i can jump off it.
PLEASE.
i hate this life.
i want my blardie freedom!
give me a reason as to why i shld go?
and torture myself to death right?
they are so bian tai!
i said the other time i lost respect for senior aida and elaine,but seriously,i've gained my utmost respect from them.
but seriously,i dread every day of sch!!
i get fidgety whenever i go to the canteen,tt's why i hide in class to avoid them.
my tears are threatening to fall now.
but i must hold on,i promised i wun cry because i'm sad.
i've been thinking if i really made the correct choice,u noe.
i seriously think if i really should put an end to all this misery.
i used to have fun there,but now,i'm scared.
it used to be fun looking forward to it,but now,it's turned into this major nightmare!
i dun get what's wrong with going out as a part?
it's called part-bonding.
it's suppose to bring the part together,like what everyone wanted.
but we're not even given a chance to do so juz because they have something planned?
wat can they plan seriously?
everytime,it's always pumping and more pumpings!
and we even get silly pumpings such like (cannot say)!
how silly is that?
dun like us means dun like.
dun force us to come down because it wun be of any use.
everyone will not be happy.
did u noe during guitar,our t'cher was joking with the word "samulah" cos he wanted us to start the piece over again.
i get jumpy whenever i hear that cos they come into my mind whenever NCC is mentioned.
argh!i want to die!
it's seriously better than going for pure HELL!!
forget it,they dun understand us,because they have no goddamn bloody feelings!!
***
my heart is so broken.
toro!
jason huang is obv. the one who din allow him to come.
cos toro was covering for him,like ALOT!
my day is totally and officially spolit now.
and i dun believe the other 4 would desert him.
i tink my ling gans are coming.
oh crap!
i wanna shower now anywayx.
gonna update later.
ciao.
i hate this fucking life!!
i tink i'm gonna flunk D&T like siao cans...
cos they asked about the funny funny stuff and xuan was like OPENLY asking me for answers!!
wah lau,woman!
anywayx...had a SUPER DUPER FUN day todae!~
went bella's hse to play capt. ball.
and we play until like 3 plus and ordered pizza hut and started taking pics all over the playground.
so cute!
maybe i'll put them on the web lahx...
then we saw this baby wif waterproof diapers...
funny like siao!!
and it was cool todae...
*grins*
trying to blackmail weiming now...
wahahah!
cos jie din tell him my full name...
so..*shrugs*
anywayx,got my 2nd earhole on the left ear...
SO BLARDIE COOL!!
and we saw ms sharon goh,mr m and mr sem at lips at cine juz now...
freaky sia!!
i was like..."isn't that ms goh wif her ah-neh bf?"
then it's like mr m lor!!
wah lau!
and suddenly mr sem pop out from nowhere...
then xuan told her she got 3 earholes and ms goh say she also had 3.
turns out mr m did his ears too...one on each side...
cool sia...
and got the new play..
TORO!!!
haix.
that sadistic bastard jason din allow him to come for concert!!
bakar!!
i'll never name my son jason and ever get a bf named jason even if he was the last name/man on earth!!!!
okie dokies!
i finally did something i KNOW how to do today.
i got myself a new tagboard!=)
anywayx,gonna go bella's hse tmr wif the gang to play b'ball.
and maybe...umm...get my 2nd earhole pierced wif xuan.
i tink i'll update later.
i have to go for my dentall appt. later.
yucks.
i never liked dentists!
i'll never marry a dentist even if he was the last man on earth!
u noe why?
cos dentists seem to dun like me..
they tend to scold me alot...
and i hate it when they do it.
i was being super bo liaox yest b4 guitar.
went to carrefour to listen to kuang ai ost and xi jie ost.
dam nice!
i juz stood there for 15 mins listening...
lolx...
and i tink i might get the xi jie ost...MAYBE only lah...
if i have the cash...
i still have to get mayday's album and weibo's album too...
the mayday one can blackmail my bro to buy and pay for it cos if i dun go,he carn go for the signing.
lolx...evil!!
weibo's one i tink i'll get it for my sept. cd..
yep...
my mum owes me 2 months' cds...
haha...total blackmail manx.
i still have to get my s&k shirts!!
haix.
i shall update later...
carn be bothered now,gotta go for my blardie dental appt.!!
anywayx,maths is zilch again.
yup...i tink if i ever pass,it'll be a miracle and i dun believe in miracles!
i left out like ALOT of qns.
ok,i din leave it out.
i juz wrote some things and left the answer blank cos i couldn't get the answer.
i'll leave that to the t'cher to fill it in for me.
and my dad to me last nite:
If u dunno how to do any qns tmr,juz write there for ur t'cher : sorrie,dunno the answer.
*roll eyes*
and sinhui and yinghui told me this super funny joke can!!
mr chan was teaching CME to 2C1.
then he told the entire class he used to be cute when he was younger.
WAH LAU!!
i was laughing my head off like siao can!!
mr chan,cute?
yah and i'm a xian nu!!
we were giggling outside the classrm at yamaha.
then we were playing a 3-part song yest.
stupid sh took the chords part.
i took the first line and poor yinghui had to take the 2nd part.
haix.
k,i gotta go change for the dentist.
yucks.
sorrie,todae got alot of things to talk abt.
juz read my hubby's and toro's new message.
ahhh!!
niu nai and my huby dyed their hair black.
yi ju hua:Jian4 gui le!!
i haven't seen their hair yet lah..
dun care also..
then yun so cute~
kept calling himself "Zhen4"
u noe those kind of huang di call themself not call "wo",is call "zhen4" that one!
haix.
i also want to go lan se shi jie!
nvm ba,stay in my la ji shi jie better!
got my tong lei4!~
wearing my very beloved yun jacket now cos i goin out and it's quite cold.
so nice~
i tink i better take panadol b4 goin out.
head VERY pain!
carn study properly.
i shall study after guitar only.
i have to go dig da's pic out!!
ah!!
oh,and huang gou finally read my story!!
until chp 11 only lah..but better then ntg.
that woman doesn't read fan fic so ...it's a good thing she read mine,is it?
history.nada.shan't mention it.
peeps,cheer up lahx.
esp enli,gen and xiaojie kays?
enli,since u so upset,i friday make niu nai hug u ok?(fanfic lah!)
we're together.
we fail together*choy!* and pass together lahx.
i also juz wrote averagely 5 lines for my structured qns in super messy messy handwriting for each one of the qns.
which means zilch for every qn.
history t'chers are perverts!
and me stomach and head is hurting again...
i saw toro on wan yu juz now.
juz happened to watch it cos i was eating lunch after tuition.
i juz remembered shouting "wo1 hen4 ni1!" after toro went off.
sorrie,couldn't help it.
even if he looked so shuai!
and dong feng's playing "get away" MV now.
they played "oh yes!" MV juz now.
not nice.
only 4.
and i hate listening to "zhi you wo".
reminds me of their LAST EVER 5 person MV.
dun care liaox...
2 more papers and i'm on my way to freedom~
i want to write a toro fic.
yep.
SERIOUS.
but after i finish the first one lah.
i need my guitar lessons.
i tink the only joy in life are my guitar lessons.
i want to complete my dream.
yep..
after i learn all the notes and wif the exams over,i can go and play a real song.
and sh,dun forget hor,wo men de meng xiang!
bo liaox.
haix.
yun ah~
why???
i realised qiao jie li is super biased.
they pai che a-wei.
so ke lian,juz cos he not from qiao jie li.
yah lah,qiao jie li very dua pai lah!
hmpf.
i long time never go h.o.s liaox.
cos muz save $ go zhui QIAO JIE LI people.
people like,JASON HUANG that SADISTIC BASTARD.
not to zhui him cos i like him,but cos i want to trash that bastard!
then juz now toro on wan yu that time.
that dunno what xiao gang(aiyah,xiao gang,xiao an,blur lah!!) keep saying wat yi qian shi tuan ti li mian.
being in a grp very bad meh?!
then u saying 5566 no talent lah!
then when he mention energy,toro will look at the floor.
aiyah,i tink i wanna go get yu fu mao also.
then muz test if it really works when u want to hide from all the world.
ok,i wanna shower and go for guitar lesson.
ciao.
ahh..dun mind my horrible entry below.
felt real awful so i went to play my guitar to cheer myself up.
then u noe wat?
i was clearing my fanfic file then i came across this pic of 5 of them.
then i realise they look like a family.
u noe,those quan jia fu?
so funny!
ah di and toro like the 2 younger kids.
niu nai and shuwei like the parents.
kunda...*dun kill me*he looked like the grandfather of the family...
muahahahahahahahahhahah~!
dun kill me ok!!!
i tink JJ's horrible...sorrie hock..
juz read some weird JJ fic...
it's juz...weird!!
anywayx,i wanna carry on mugging in which i believe wun happen...so...
still...bye!!
i'm gonna flunk science like it's water manx..(?)
i feel like a total failure now.
i hate it when pple starts discussing if they got that answer right or watsoever..
it's over means it's over!
quit making me feel like super left-out,like some failure like that!
i hate being in a top class.
the stress of performing well..yucks!
and that class position thingy..
u think i feel good if i see that i'm 37th in class?
to those top kids it's like some failure like that...
they practically look down on pple like me can...
it's because of pple like them that pple like me feel so blardie inferior ard them!
can't they like just shut up or wat?!
i rather be in other classes than a C2 one...
at least i wun feel so stressed out...
if life is all abt studying,then i dun see the need to live.
might as well just die or something!
argh!forget it!
they wun understand anywayx...
so pple reading this,stop discussing qns in front of me ok?
it's not the end of the world if u juz got a qn wrong!
i hate this life!
[edited]
i hate chinese!
yucks yucks yucks.
then juz now during self-study,xuan and i went toilet.
dam weird and funny but tt's between us only..LoLx.
then gou told me toro's new book name.
"da kai you yu guan tou"<--weird
then me and candice started making up our own book names wif our zoo names.
mine is "lao shu de la ji shi jie"(mouse's rubbish world)
then candice's was "xi pi xiao lian de sealion"(always smiling sealion)
wahahah~
funny like mad...
i love my book title!
so fun~
sigh.
toro.
i hate fish.
i never liked fish.
i used to think fishes were brought onto earth for the wrong reason.
only now do i noe why.
a special fish was sent to be wif me.
not in person,but in thought.
i was sorta struggling thru chinese cos i din understand like the entire paper!
then i kept singing yong yuan bu shuo zai jian in my heart.
haix.
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***
wah lau!belle ah!
the blardie reports make me want to vomit blood leh!
wat 10 mins?
i noe toro's under universal too...
so...*shrugs*
and they say toro still good buddies with them..=)
at least later i go study science not that bad.
and i still think mengzhe's gay,belle.
i still like xiezhi only..(sorrie, er jie!)
wahaha~
chun zai rocks!!
anywayx,the stupid reports.
they cannot make it means cannot make it lah!
make it out until like what they so heartless!
dun bully my 3 qing ren ok!
i whack you all ah!
listening to chun zai now...*dreams*
love the lyrics...
this is so ah di and jing yi can...
so angry...
wat 5566 take over energy...
go and die lah!
aiyah..angry like mad...
my tom yam cup noodle gonna come out soon manx...
i wanna get toro's book...=)
i guess i have to come to a stage when i start to accept it huh?
ok,i juz realised chun zai is abit toro and me..
hmm...come,i explain..those in brackets are my words k?
你说着
我听着
(whatever he said,i've always believed in him.even when he said he'll come back)
像海浪打着
沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐
连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
(when he got hospitalised,i felt my world crumbling.)
我听着
你说着
像刀子划的
隐隐痛着
(it really hurts...it does.)
就因为爱没有规则
所以心痛了死了回不去了
(what's done is done.i have to accept it.this is life.)
但是我存在着
我一直存在着
(toro,i'll always be here for you)
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
(sorrie lah,only got 5 of them in my hp bkgrnd.aiyah,share abit wun die lah!)
爱会永远永远
你说的
离开我的时候
却没舍不得
(i couldn't bear to leave him.he said so.he'll always be here for the fans)
我真的存在着
我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
(i tried so hard to let him go,but still,i didn't.no matter how painful it was,toro will always be in my heart.i'll always be waiting for that day i'll meet him.because all my tears have been worth it.he'll always be in my heart.)
ta-dah!
there you have it..
my heart aches man.
i dun have song wif mao mao!~
ok lah,jkjk~
i remember writing hui you na me yi tian for toro.
so here's it.
because wo hai shi xiang xin hui you na me yi tian.(wishful thinking lah,pau!)
一九四三 世界大战 阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多 他们感情很深 但是爷爷
身负重任 就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到 我要离去 别再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你
夕阳西下 鸟儿回家 阿嬷躺 在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很温柔 看着爷爷
湿透的眼 握着他粗糙的手 阿嬷的泪水开始流 轻声说道
gonna continue mugging for chinese after this..
cos it's dinnertime so can blog awhile..
juz read toro's new msg from belle's ej..
carn be bothered abt him liaox..
break my heart only..
haix..
sh sms me to tell me some bing lang went to PS to take pics where the 4 of them took..
wah lau..
total copycat sia..
c'mon lor..
i eat at the restaurant they ate b4 can!
i even sat on kunda's place..
sh sat on shuwei's lor!
we ate the same thing as them somemore..
it's true can...
siao lor!
i mean i go and eat is my problem lah..
but go and take the same pics?
abit the kua zhang rite?
tt's like the last thing i'll ever do!
eeuk!
anywayx,back to toro.
muz be some curse yesterday.
it was his wan quan happy..
then i fell sick can...
out of the blue some more...
i seriously think that lao tian ye dun want me to think abt him...
cos if i was ok yesterday..
after the tests i would be wondering wat toro will say...
then i was sleeping thruout the entire day trying to get well..
toro!!muz be you hai wo!!
make me cry so much still make me sick!!
i realli wish he could see this...
then i can shoot my big mouth off at him!
but then again...he can only read chinese and only checks his so called jia zus..
so..*shrugs*
and he checks the san lih board too...
maybe we should get him a PDA..
so he can check his blardie messages everywhere he goes!
he's so turning into wang renfu that chao ah gua!!
i'm gonna skip another week of wan yu again for the exams...
sorrie,a-wei...
wo men xia ge li bai zai jian!
oh,i saw a-wei's album in cd-rama on friday...*thumbs up*
it's good manx...
ok,blog too much liaox.
i miss my wu yue tian!!
my bro is still complaining why they muz come this week!
wahah~
i seriously think he's in love with them manx...
ahh...i'm seeing double again!
at least it's not as bad as yesterday...
i almost puked on the way in from the cab downstairs..
i tink muz be shuwei's fault..
i was mentioning him to my mum then suddenly i felt like barfing can...
and i almost did..
i wasted like an entire day sleeping...
haix...
at least my fever's down...
it was 38 degrees lor...
freaky manx...
imagine if i went for lit...
*yikes*
and my mum is forcing every single thing that is cooling for the body down my throat manx..
juz now i was watching guess...
got energy...
so cute!
but nothing much...
they had this bing lang xi shi special..
laugh like mad can...
then i saw how those taiwan bing langs really dress...
wah kao!
those in s'pore can go compete with them sia!!
anywayx,i have to mug extra todae..
missed out on yesterday's revision already...
ciao.
belle,i din write a chap. at home.
i'm having cramps and a bad toothache at the same time while studying u think i so free meh?!
and the tagboard muz pay money..
so muz become janice and find a F.O.C one!
muahah~
oh and xuan,i love you man!!
no!in case your mind going the wrong way,i'm not les!i'm straight ok!
wahaha..
i noe i have a "toro and wei qi" lover in xuan..=)
so i'll be dedicating my beloved toro and weiqi chps to her..
but if anything bad happens to them,dun kill me!
and of cos,cannot forget enx lah~
i want to have anti-climax at the end for enx and niu nai..
can?*grinx*
i thought of all the endings liaox..
esp di's and xiao jing's...
i muz succed and make pple cry!
'_' |||
ok lah,maybe u guys wun cry lah..
lolx..
chingz is being so cute again...
i bu ren xin seperate her and shuwei lehx..
haix..
ok lahx,dun type liaox.
my stomach dam pain and my tooth also dam pain.
lucky todae nvr buy 4D or else sure wun win one!
belle ah,i really dunno.
i feel betrayed.
give me time,only time heals the wounds.
anyway,we broke 2C2'02's record!!
nothing good to rejoice abt but,hey,at least we broke a record right?
yep.
last yr's 2C2's most no. of absentees in a day was 15.
we got 17 today.
see?
we'll just have to wait and see if our juniors will keep the tradition up or not.*choy!*
anywayx,zhao lao shi umm...i tink she shld go for treatment lehx.
she was like "ni men feng le!" and she was laughing can!
alamak!
neo was umm.."????"
then mdm yap best can.
"the smallest of the smallest"
she was so shocked can!!
we break her record lor!
smallest class she ever taught.
hist. was boring.
we were chit-chatting the whole time.lolx.
english,ms chan oso nvr come.
or else we die.
then belle was telling me abt a vampire affair.
gonna read it after exams.
tt stupid gou kept recording what we said can!
and i kept scolding zhu sao todae.
cos her hubby's manager seduce my wai yu!
lolx.
then CS,best sia!
shervon was doing some horse and "ma" project.
she forbid us to on music and type when it's recording.
but gou and belle used earphones anyway.
i was sharing here and there lor.
and me and belle heck when she say cannot type.
we type softly cos we updating lor.
oh yah,belle ah,u juz now got update so many chps meh?
alamak...
u write so much,i only one chp leh!
hehe..so funny.
toro thinking abt food.
tt's for xuan kays?
tt crazy woman wanted more toro and wei qi mah...
oh,and the zonkboard hor,muz pay $.
niu say one and i no $ one..
so..
i'll go psycho niu to do tagboard for me after exams k?
oh,and we all skipped lit lecture.
i really mean whole class except jo ee and navina and meagan.
the rest of us juz went home str8 after sch.
=)
ok..
feel so bad..
u noe..
abt below's entry..
i guess it should be a happy day?
should it?
would it be for him?
i hate myself for hating him.
his pic is still in my wallet.
yep,ah di din take out that place.
becos i noe in my heart,toro will be there.
it's sort of like trying to psycho myself to hate himself so i wun feel the pain.
i hate watching wan quan yu le these days becos i dun wanna see the wan quan happy vcr.
dun let me see those cute eyes,smile and face.
i seriously dunno if i can support him like b4.
it hurts so much to see him at qiao jie li.
and those sadistic fakos.
yuck.
go and rot in hell manx!
toro,this song's for you.
Happy Birthday..
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you'll always be in my heart.
i love chun zai!!
ah!~
cannot!~
i'm not suppose to like 5566!
i wanna put that song in my story...
hmm...i'll go think abt it and then see how to mix it in...
Toro's burfday todae...
happy birthday i guess...
no feeling today...
i became total guai kia..
studied lit in class...
haix..
gotta tackle maths...
ciao.
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