To Lingfang:I din say it.MY AUNT DID.Btw,no fair!How come you never cook for me also?!*pouts*Mariane~!
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
(I never get sick of this song - Pau)
Okay,okay.Still in shock over seeing him.
Counting the fact that I've been nuts over him for *counts fingers* 6 days?!
Fine.Saw Astroboy today at Cine while we were eating at yoshi.
Carn realli remember wat Chormei & I were talking abt but suddenly saw this tall guy walk past to go LJ.
Then I realised it was him and choked on my rice and started coughing.
Spat it out then ran to tell sH & jiaks who were getting their food.
sH confirmed it was Astroboy.Then we were like so excited lorx!Lolx~
Suddenly I did the usual pau thingy and went too siao.
I actually ran out to find him!*gasp*
But that's typical pau reaction lah,hehe.
Then actually missed him and ran past him le lah.
sH was squeaking and shouting my FULL NAME in public lor!erbx.
Realised I'm not that short after all.Wahaha~!Really ok!
But I still need that spurt of growth lah.
Anyway,he was with this St M. girl with THICK specs.
erbx.No comments.Still remember how we used to suan their uni.
Lolx.Fiona,if you're reading this,DO NOT MURDER ME.
THEY WERE SHARING A DRINK!!
Wah lau,I'll murder my future boyfriends if they ever dare take my drinks lor.
Ever heard of something called SARS?!I dun wanna die young.
Anyway,here's their routine.
LJ-Up-Down-Stare at MTV-LJ-Up
erbx.><||
Btw,jiaks joined the club.
Chormei still thinks he's not shuai.*glares*
Was laughing like siao the 2nd time they came down.
Then found Sherilyn prac. drooling over him at Subway.
Haha,she was so mesmerized cans.Lolx.
Then went up to take neoprint.So cute!
Met Cesca there.She looked so bunkish sia~
Then went to Far East and take another neoprint with the 3 of 'em.
Met Mum to buy the poster than went off to grandma's place.
I shall record today as one of the happiest day of my life.
Hopefully,he will know my existence one day.
*crosses fingers*
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
I love his dou ji yan pic.
So adorable..*dreams*
Oh btw,I've been meaning to say this.
I am not Angela!
Grr.Someone just tagged a couple of days back thinking I'm her.
If I was that chio,I don't mind.
But I'm not.
So,stop the whole Angela nonsense can?!
It's getting annoying.
Hmm..does he read blogs?*ponders*
Si Mian:Henry Lee's my tuition teacher lah.From outside de.=)And black pepper's nice k!
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
Ok,we went Orchard Library today.
Me,sH and jiaks.
Wahaha..was sitting 3 spaces behind THAT section.
Ok.Then stupidly went to ask sH's cousin if their school finish le.
He said yes then say want to see XXX izzit?
Then we were like laughing like mad in silent mode.
Then he msg back say something like got crush le,must see Astroboy lah.
Was laughing even harder and gasping for air like mad!
Wahahahaha!~So funny!
Later sH and I went to Mos for late lunchie and sat there discussing AND studying at the same time.
Mixed blood children are so pretty.<--That's our conclusion.
Then dunno why ended up talking abt chinese names.
I'm very desperate for the ad.Lolx~
"When shuainess turn into ugliness"
I still love my slogan!Lolx.~
Went to Supreme after that to buy that gay Bae Yong Jun cup for my eldest aunt.
She's turning 52 next Monday.
According to my youngest aunt,only people over the age of 50 likes that gay brat.
100% agreed.Certified by pau.=)
Anyway,the freaking cup cost 24.90.*shrugs*
I'm not the one paying so no harm done.
Only that I spent like ard 9 bucks for 3 posters:Snow Angel(YU JIE SO CHIO!!),5566 and EG4EVER.
SO dirt cheap cans!
And I have to say this.
THE SCREWED UP EL PAPER SUCKS!!!
"Answer iN your own words " for prac. 80% of the qns?
Wtf lah.
And Paper 1 was shit.I wrote crap for the narrative & newspaper report.
And even more crap was added to Paper 2.
Oh,and they had EL paper today as well.*grins*
Was thinking abt Astroboy during the last 20 mins to spare for Paper 2.
Haha,sH do not roll your eyes and go 'erbx'.
Quite happy that I bought Jiafeng's wristband today.
Went to KH and Huiyi's desks to say 'Jiafeng's so chio!' all the time!
Spastic right?!Anyway,still happy.
And Leow was like checking herself out with the OHP mirror during Paper 2.
Maisie,Yingtse and I were like chuckling like siao to ourselves.
I seriously think she needs to do something to her hair.That's all.
Okays,b4 I go off,got something to say.
I LOVE ASTROBOY!!!!!
I'm getting bored.
Nitey
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15-20 You are an incurable romantic! You usually think with your heart instead of your head, and you like nothing more than daydreaming about romance. If you aren't already married, you're probably hoping to find your soul mate. Your significant other is lucky to have you.
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Goodness gracious.
My slogan is--->That's Handy, Harry! Stick It In The Paula.
Does it make sense?
http://mypornname.com/
This website is lame.
My *ahem* name is Daisy Silk.
Har?!Apa ini?!
*crappified mood*
Flunked A Maths again.
Penis Ang is so gonna murder me.
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
(I love just this song! - Pau)
Tagboard's screwed.
Friendster's screwed.
My computer's half-screwed.
WHAT IN THE WORLD ISN'T SCREWED?!
My.life.has.been.ruined.utterly.
NO THANKS TO HENRY LEE.
*pau screams her heart out*
Here comes the swearing.
WAT THE FREAK WAS HE DOING MAKING ME SIT NEXT TO THAT KNS PERSON?!
I'm fine with platonic relationships with other races but,NEVER EVER say I belong to that STUPID DEEPAK.
*P.u.k.e.x*grrrr.
Wat the f***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sH,I officially think I'm getting vulgar due to XXX)
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks Huey for running to my rescue.Love ya so much!!*muacks*
If I ever strike lottery,I'll get ya the Final Fantasy cd case yeah?
The one from Action City you saw todays?*winks*
Told sH abt my plan to get him to act as my bf.
So can scare away that disgusting...erm...asshole.
Anyway,didn't know our juniors were so flirtish.
erbx. ><||
Tuition was totally ruined thanks to that OLD GAY MAN,HENRY LEE.
I hope he's having "fun" with VINCENT ONG,his GAY PARTNER.
sH and I were having fun doing the ad.
"When shuai-ness turns into ugliness"
I thought of the headline.Nice?*grins*
Had lunch with Ras,Huey,Zur,sH,kiku & jiaks @ Deli.
Apparantly,kiku decided to have fun out of my Soup thingy.
Way to go girl.(Sense the sarcasm?)
Ahh!Still having cough.*cough cough*See?
And I'm still damn pissed with that asshole.
rot.in.hell.you.(censored).
*Pau tells herself,"Relax and be less vulgar.CGS breeds DEMURE girls."*
WATEVER!!!!
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
Carn believe sH and jiaks actually walked all the way to com. lab just to view their pic!!
You girls are nuts.Hehe,but not comparing to what I did this morning b4 sch.
sH noe wat I mean?!*winks*
And I do not think they are THAT free to read my blog.Like,duh?!
To Si Mian:Chilli crabs are nice!I'm getting my dad to bring me for Black Pepper the next time around.
Lolx~
And we told chormei after 2 days.Wahaha!~
She kicked up such a fuss cos we din tell her str8 away.Like hello?!
Does 48 hrs make any diff?!Besides,go home and drool over Shuwei lah!
Gave her the Super Sunday vcd le.And showed sH the advert.
Erbx. ><|| Right~~~~
I kept thinking of him thruout the day,esp during D Tang's lessons.
I was falling asleep,incl. KH lor!!Maths rep lehx!!
Anyway,Ms Ang found out.
I felt really guilty over the fact that she's using her own $ to pay for it.
I feel on my part,it's also part of my fault lor.
Been brooding over it the ENTIRE weekend.
Cried like siao on Sat lor.Mitch found out also.
Cos I told him I wasn't in the mood to talk.
Then told him the reason as well and he wanted to help.
But..I din wanna lah.I mean,he's just a fren only lor.
IF he was still my XX,I might consider lor.
Still having that ulcer.Owwww~
Carn imagine I actually spent 10 over bucks on a puny,pewny,pathetic tube thingy paste for my ulcer.
Wat the heck lor!!!!!!
And my cough!!Wahhh~
Was telling them I wanna keep my hair like Cyndi's.
I kinda like it.=)
But I'm defo going for my blue highlights.
Ann Lo,you better not back out hor!!!You say you wanna dye ya hair too.
That is,Sec 4 after Os.Lolx~Think abit the far only.
Anyway,tmr got Gam make-up lesson.
And A Maths test today.
I can sense my depression coming on.
And Kwanasai's really putting the pressure le.
My life's a mess from this week till the end of June.
Wa the hell.
Oh,and 6 Magenta'01 girls,want a reunion soon?
Really miss ya guys~
`Current Song:Love Love Love by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
One of my windows are forever open to his Friendster page.
I dunno why,but one thing's for sure,I'm definitely infatuated with him!!
Sigh,dumb huh?Counting the fact that I don't even noe him personally.
I haven't been so crazy over a guy ever since..you know the breakup.
Come to think of it,it's quite LONG.Whoa~
Ahh!!Anyway,went to catch Win A Date With Tad Hamilton.
D.u.m.b.
But I really think Orli chose a real chio gf.
Kate Bosworth's real chio!!But Topher Grace's also damn cute.
I would rather HIM though.Hehe~
But that's impossible.
The thought of him makes my heart just flutter.
Siao liao,get a grip pau!!!
Went to eat chilli crabs(Yum!) with the whole family just now.
So nice!!~Haha....ate until damn full before coming back.
Saw this really nice dress at TBP just now.
Den I thought that I carn wear such stuff.
Got tan line there.Sigh~
Remind me to wear sleeveless stuff next time.
Do you know I have 3 tones of skin?!
Oh oh oh!!
MAN UTD LOST TO LIVERPOOL!!!!
I'm so freaking happy!!!*does a victory dance*
I'm sooooo gonna tease Ann Lo abt this.
She's gonna be so pissed abt it.Wahahahah!~
HE just changed his Friendster pic.
Which means he was online?!*gasp*
Sigh,I dunno where this infatuation of mine is going.
sH!!I'm still staring!!!Ahhhhh!!!~*grins*
`Current Song:Lan Tian by Huang Yi Da
I came home and thought awhile.
Realised I haven't thought of how to return the $150.
Sigh~
Any kind-hearted soul want to help me?
As in,donate to me?*sigh*
Anyway,met KH in the morn.
Rained and literally got drenched.
PMS-ed the entire day.
Kena warned from the guard whom I insulted 10 mins after I insulted and 'tsk'ed him.
WAT THE FUCK.
FUNAN SUCKS!
I'm never,ever going there again!
Screw the freaking guard who scolded me.
I hope you rot in hell forever.
AND,be more smarter,slow-coach!grrr.
Anyway,sH and I are going ga-ga over THEM.
AHHH!!HE added me!!
Guo Pin Chao ang-moh version.*drools*
Man Utd vs Liverpool's on tonite.
Go Gerrard!!Wohoo!
I hope Liv wins.
Just so Alex Ferguson would just shut up and die.
Wahahaha.
P.S:Anyone wanna really help me?!
`Current Song:Lan Tian By Huang Yi Da
To the person who took the $150 from the Geog. money:
I hope you would really own up and return the money asap.
I won't get mad at you and you don't have to tell me your name.
Just please,return the money to my table or give it to Ms Goon.
If your greed overcomes your brain,I hope your conscience does prick it.
It's not nice to take what's not rightfully yours.
So please,return the Geog. students their money.
~*~
going for Sh!n later.
still coughing really bad.
and Gam is so erbx.
The Pianist?
fer-get it man!
`Current Song:Wang Zi Mian by Mayday
Today.is.the.worst.day.of.my.life.pronto.
Had D Tang in the morning.Tot she died or something.
Apparantly,she didn't.
Next had Gam for 2 periods,followed by Kwanasai for 2 periods.
Y-u-c-k-s!
After that was Chem.Chia was alright.
Except I got back my test paper.
I failed by ONE mark,ONE~!!!!!!
Argh!!!*pau screams and pulls hair out*
Then went back for Lit.
Ms Saifa is so damn freaking cool.
She's prob the coolest t'cher a student can ever have!
Besides Gary Tan that it.=)
She let me just sleep cos I was having this HUGE headache.
Then had Gam for another period which was useless then A Maths.
Did the make up lesson and ended at 3.
Jiaen and Huang Gou came to look for me to go for lunch.
I was like scribbling crap for PENIS Ang's journal entry b4 making Shaminah bring it down for me.
Wrote an entire pile of shit for her.Whatever~!
Then went down TBP with Huang Gou.
Ate lunch with jiaen,sH,lingfang and jingru.
Saw Leah at MJ!!
Wahh!!!So happy!!!~
My best fren!!!So long never see her le!!
Then went home and rotted.
Till now that is.
Ok,gotta cram cos I have 2 papers to finish and an A Maths test tmr.
And till now,only Huang Gou and I are going for Sh!n.
Err...anyone wanna go?
Oh, and yesterday was Alpha'02 Day.
xxxxxxx
To all Crez NC Charlie'04 pltnmates:
HAPPY ALPHA '02 DAY!!!
xxxxxxx
To Lingfang:(if you are reading)
Moon is a luohan-goldfishy-dinosaurish-sailormoon
P.S:I added the last word.hehe.
ciao.
`Current Song:(Is there such a song named "Coughing"? - Pau)
One time,there was this mosquito.
And it like bit me.
And it was itchy.
So I scratched it.
And it was itchy again.
So I scratched it.
And it was itchy again.
---Totally Kyle
Shan't even continue the entire thingy.
Might prob. flood the entire page.
Lolx,Huey ah~
Zhong Guo Kyle in disguise.
She's so desperate to imitate Kyle's voice and it was like damn funny.
Ended up being the butt of our jokes again.
Poor Huey Huey!
Anyway,Happy Birthday Zur!
Wahaha!She was so shocked today she cried.
No,she teared.Wohoo!~
We,or rather Raseena(she paid for it),got her this red hat from 77th Street.
Zur was posing with it in the toilet.
yH,Foxy and I were trying to observe the why the mirrors made the toilets look bigger.
Was standing in one corner observing.
The auntie was like giving us looks.
Wahaha~!Went Gelare cos b'day girl wanted to go.
They ate waffle.Foxy,Nab,yH and I simply opted for McD's ice cream.
"Diet" or rather no money lah!I am VERY broke ok.
I wanted to puke during sch the ENTIRE day.
Can you imagine that?!Yucks cans...
Then I was coughing like every 5 minutes.
Class interaction was plain dumb.
Penny Ang made us clean up the classroom.
"You are your worst enemy"
Was sms-ing him in class after sch.
He was having a-maths.
Lolx.
I cannot believe I saw their yrbook.
Su Yi said he was cute.
Wahahaha!Din dare to tell him.
Had tuition.Went to KFC with Ann Lo.
The rest went BK.
Was complaining abt my poor stomach being deprived of food.
Hehe,so we went ahead to eat first.
Was trying hard not to sleep cos I was VERY tired.
I think I'll turn in early tonight after finishing Chem TYS.
Speaking of which,Chia is such a PMS woman!
So chao face for what?grrr.
She's nice?!My foot ah.
Chem is SOOOO boring nowadays.
She was pissed cos our class scored very low for the test.
She was praising g2 tho.
This is g3 woman,get it right!
And Bio wasn't that bad.
But was quite sleepy,headache and all.
Got back test results.
Missed A2 by 1.5 marks.Dang!!
People can get soooooo high.
WhY not me?!
Arghh.
My life is so erbx. ><|| in the pits.
`Current Song:Heng Xin De Heng Xin by Mayday
I honestly love that song like siao.
I swear I hate Pennyno wait,PENIS ANG like hell.
She made me run all the way up to class for a pathetic piece of paper.
Hello?!Have you got any sense you fatass?
And I haven't been handing up my journal.
I so want her to read all about my personal life*roll eyes*
Went to cine with sH,jiaen and umm..jingru.
Yah.Then walked to Far East to H.O.S.
The weather is so freaking hot nowadays!
What are we living in man?!
Saw KH,Maggie and gang there.
Stupid KH kept saying the wrong things lor!
erbx. ><||
I'm selling that Idol Loving Book thingy.
Hopefully will sell lor.
I'm in desperate need of cash.
Mum's gonna kill me if she sees my account balance.
Ahhh dang.
Can't it all be free?!
`Current Song:Heng Xin De Heng Xin by Mayday
I cut my hand today.
Total accident freak man~
Sigh~
Well,I'm still having my cough.
Which isn't any better.
I'm totally not into updating ROC now.
Sigh~Stress sia.
Well,I might update tmr.
I'm doing research on Ady's story.
Wahaha~
Must make it the best!
Anyway,my life is so freaking screwed.
Sometimes,I wish I had sometime to lend a shoulder on to cry.
Yeah,I miss having a bf.
But then again,studies first.
Sigh~
And I'm utterly sick of everything.
I'm falling into depression.
Majorly.
Like what Jac pointed out,they are suppose to accept me.
Not change me.
I don't care.
Actually,I do.
Alot.
`Cuurent Song:(read the lyrics below)
"Where Is The Love?"
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Now ask yourself
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
There is absolutely no love in this world.
If there is,why can't I feel it? - Pau
`Current Song:Zhe Yi Miao Wo Ku Le by Show
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I'm really very tired.
Stop it.
tears shatter
like acid raindrops
burning my face
like ice, like glass
a hybrid form of grievance
destiny shall assert itself
in its own time, it comes
it comes for me
like crystal shards of lilac
like sprigs of pained love
bleeding hearts
and shattered dreams
can you see into my soul?
no, for my soul has died
it's been strangled
by lies from others.
`Current Song:Wo Bu Nan Guo by Sun Yan Zi
I.will.not.cry.
I just did.
The song just pretty much sums up my feelings now.
If they think I really did those things,then it's up to them.
But I really didn't do it.
Whether you believe it or not,it's up to you.
My life is already so screwed up,like I would have anymore time to do such things?
Anyway,I've always known I'm being played by.
But the reality just hit me today.
To think I even stuck up for you all this while.
To you,I'm the one who betrayed.
But right now,I'm really tired of it.
I don't want things to turn out this way.
I..I just dunno how everything turned out like this.
Right now,I just feel used.
And feeling utterly sorry for being just a tool only.
Was there ever such thing as friendship?Loyalty?
I'm caught in the middle all these while.
But have you ever thought of that?
I doubt it.
Because to you,we are a "gang".
But we're not.
I even told them to just let it be and close an eye about it.
Afterall,such things end up really nasty.
And I hate it.
Because all my memories come back,haunting me.
And...
I really dun wanna go on.
But a shoutout to Jacqueline.
Thanks alot for listening,it really did me good.
You make sure you feel better yah?Fever and flu again...
From now on,I'm just gonna treat it as tho ntg happened.
Because I don't want to feel the pain and hurt.
And right now,I feel like I've lost trust in the world.
I cannot trust no one,only people who truly know me will understand.
And those people,are people whom I have never met in my whole life.
You guys should know right?
Jac,Si Mian and the rest.
And I thank god for sending them to me.
=)
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`Current Song:Ah Di's Song =)
(yep,it's the one I posted in the prev. entry)
Something sH mentioned today triggered thoughts in my mind during Bio.
Well,I really cannot voice what I'd really wish to say.
But,just stay out of all of this,will you?
Thanks.
I really hate it when you guys do this.
It really hurts.
Ok,end of discussion.
Anyway,got back A Maths today.
Flunked the thing again.
But the only consolation is that I got the 1st qn correct!
All 5 marks.Wahahaha~
Like that's so great.*blehx*
And Mr Loh FINALLY changed his shirt.
Anyway,got Bio test today.
Sucks like shit!
Chem tmr!
Even more shit!
Watever lah!!
My life is a wreck.
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`Current Song:Ai Ni by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
I'm still in full Ah Di mode.
Watched Energy dance for NKF just now.
Got too excited and ended up spitting out my chicken rice cos got reminded of Ah Di.
Received all the sms and phonecalls saying Ah Di's new hairstyle is nice.=)
And I seriously think NKF is plain sick.
To the core!
Is torturing every artiste part of charity?
Take for instance Sun Ho.
As much as I dislike her,having darts shot into the back of you skin is gonna hurt.
Another one will be Sharon Au.
Climbing a stair of blades and sitting on a chair made out of swords.
I believe every single Singaporean knows how painful dialysis is.
But are these sort of acts neccessary?
Courage and hope is what they need.
To raise funds,you go thru such extent?
But I admire their will to go thru such pain for charity.
I salute them.
Sigh~
I'm feeling the pain for them now.
I realised I have not seen him in jeans before.
And only after replaying my videos then I realised he wore it today.
Ah Di's shuai in anything so who cares!!
P.S:TO HELL WITH HUAI EN!!AH DI RAWKS MY WORLD!!
(note:too high le.*shakes head*)
`Current Song: I Love You x4 by Vivian Hsu Ruo Xuan
I'm in love and still foreverly,in love with Ah Di.
I realised he's still the best!
Not even Huai En can beat him!
Wahahah~Kayda,don't kill me.
Anyway,had to damningly make up for the stupid missed lessons.
My mum told me to go!
Quote:
"I paid money for you to go and learn so you better go or else...(glares)"
I get it!!*roll eyes*
Yeah and since act. started at 9am,din see the use of going anyway.
The freaking thing started at 10am can!!
And all the way till 12pm.
Played some crappified songs by some dead musician.
Damn hard can!Flamenco songs lor!
My fingers are gonna break any moment can...held the chords till damn long.
Dunno why the hell that dumb Ernest Kwok sign us up for the festival for.
It's quite stupid lah,with the heats 1 day b4 OBS.
Shan't even bother playing well and prob go there just to watch all the Will Hungs.
Lolx~Serious.Free show who doesn't want to watch man!?
Had lunch with sH at PS then decided to go Pasir Ris.
Thank god the line was ok today.
And it was quite orderly lah.
Was damn happy to see him again.
Ah Di~*swoons*
He cut his hair and it's quite like WXKJ that time de.
Very shuai!As usual!
Saw this Toro-lookalike there.
Do not scream,Si Mian.
His lower jaw looked SOOOO much like Toro can.
Only the hair and eyes...><||
Watever!~
Anyway,I wanna go off to dreamland so I can dream of Ah Di le.
Ciao.
AH DI FOREVER,LOVE YOU!!
You are false
You lie to yourself to survive
You walk through life
Never having truth pass through your lips
Never flowing off your tounge.
You break one heart after another
Never looking into your own
Never thinking before you act
Just like taking a knife and stabbing everyone you know.
People lose their will to love
People lose their will for happiness
People lose their will to smile
Whenever you walk into the room.
You bring a life worse then death
You bring a life of lies
You bring a life of emptiness
Stay away from my heart, soul, and mind.
I have surpassed your evilness
I have forgiven you for crushing my life from me
I have found myself again.
End of discussion.
`Current Song:Ling Meng Cao De Wei Dao by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
There's this 13-year-old gay boy in my living room now.
Accompanied by my brother.Which makes him my bro's fren.
Lame huh?He keeps staring and I keep diao-ing him.
Anyway,finished the kawaii Looney Tunes pic-cy!
Realised I had tuition at 2.30pm today and I finished A Maths only at 2.30?
Fantastic right?
Well,moped around in class before going home only to find the damn tuition postponed to 6.
Besides,today's Chinese test officially sucks!
Kwan is not that blind afterall manx.
She caught Natania cheating w/ the help of Yin Zhen's paper filled with answers.
I think Yin Zhen was quite happy cos she can be sacked of the Chinese rep. position.
Like who can stand Kwan liddat?!Hello?!She's like having bad-hair days EVERYDAY!
And Gam!Total PMS today cos we didn't file in RJ?
Watever,Mrs My-butt-is-so-big-you-cannot-win-me!
Ms Saifa came back today looking totally like the female Nelly.
Serious,band-aid and all.Cool right?
That's my Lit teacher manx!Lolx~
Got her to tell me abt the freaking "Hard Times" book.
Turned out she finds Charles Dickens boring too!
High 5 man!The only lit book I ever read thru is The Bondmaid.
Which is quite sick lah.But still nice and I did cry after reading it.
Speaking of which,Gary Tan literally shouted my name like so loud cans?!
When I'm right in front of him?Umm...Hello?!
He was going "AHH!!" when he saw Maisie I think.
Then he was like "Where's Paula?" so loudly I think 3G1 could hear it lor.
And I'm standing right in front of him trying to tell him about the Geog. WBs.
So I just stood there and waited till he realised I'm not that SMALL!*roll eyes*
No need to suan me until liddat right?
Teachers,rawk or not,are still weird.
Btw,the damn scrolly thingy by the side of the template sucks!
Gonna get rid of it and the Energy template,was quite erm how do you put it,hard to maintain?
Watever.Still totally in love with Woodstock.
Yucks.Got reminded of Yamaha and Ernest Kwok.
Turns out got rehearsal this Sat.
Which means I have to practice.
Must get the Happy B'day notes from him as well.
He said he'd fotocopy for me.Ughh.
Gonna play around like the other time as well.
And laugh about that wooden piano teacher.
And see Will Hung-lookalike!!Wahahah~
Anyway,gonna get dinner soon.
Finishing up Chap. 19 and 20 later.
Should be posting either tmr or Sat.
Si Mian,if you're reading,UPDATE AIJO!!!
=)
`Current Song:-songless-
Stupid Stella!Evil fat woman!
Anyway,geog was ok today.
Realised I love geog alot.
Prob the best lesson out of the entire timetable.
I mean look at the shitty teachers we have?
Gary Tan's the best cans!
Now you noe why I became geog rep right?!
And Lit test today was a pile of crap.
Wrote damn little for the 2nd qn.
Dunno wat to write also.
Who cares if the freaking thing is titled 'Hard Times'?!
Like it bothers me?!
And I officially call Kwan a blind bat.
Prac. the entire class had the qi yu biao in front of them cans!
Was copying Lynette's book under Kwan's nose.
Not like she can see or anything.
Got 1 word wrong only.Smart right?!*winks*
And D Tang wore a dress that was SOOO out cans!
Hello?!A dress?In some ulu colour?!Yucks!!!
And Mr Loh was abit screwy today.
I was feeling damn sleepy after Chem.
Was walking to class then he started saying something to me in the corridor.
It went like *mumble,mumble* Paula."
I was like "Huh?"
The only thing I heard was my name.
But couldn't be bothered lah.Was too sleepy.
And Mrs Lit Sub teacher was being spastic as usual.
Fell asleep for the 1st time after the test.
Just came back from guitar.
Was laughing about that wooden piano teacher.
Damn funny~Lolx.
There's this "Will Hung" lookalike at Yamaha.
And the clerks went to put his pic next to Will Hung's and printed it out.
Ernest Kwok showed us.
Was laughing away like mad.
Shall tell if I have time another day.
Bought the Woodstock hp thingy.
sH got the purple one,I got the blue one.
Dirt cheap sia~
Realised Woodstock cuter than Snoopy.
That's under abosolutely no influence of Kunda.
Ok,gotta cram for the tests and finish up hw.
Ciao.
`Current Song:Ai Ni by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
Fine,I'm called 'P.O.D' now.
Thanks alot Ann Lo!ALOT!
Posted the U-weekly entry today.
Hyped up over Huai En le.
But Ah Di more.*winks*
Anyway,just felt like saying this.
Memories of us are part of heart,but it belongs there as memories only.
I waited too long to move on already...
But then,I had to endure this entire Meg Cabot novel with his name
plastered all over!?
It's Meg Cabot for god's sake,I'm not gonna give up reading it cos of HIM!
Watever,thanks to Meg Cabot,I'm so over him!Like totally!
From now on,it's friends.
Okays,realised I shld start studying for Mid-Yrs le.
Or I'm SOOO gonna flunk the Maths papers AGAIN!
And my dad's gonna ground me and kill me.
Before you know it,it'll be all over the papers.
Wahahh~Far-fetched right?
Oh oh!Must badmouth the teachers,AS USUAL.
Gam was PMS-ing the whole 1 period lor.
To hell with her lah.
And Mr Tan told us his love story..
Realised he's quite sentimental yah noe.
Wat wishing star,writing songs,etc.
Was teasing him abt it during Geog. lah.
And today at tuition was complaining abt Gam's and Penny Ang's butt.
Gam became the outright winner manx.Totally.
Anyway,gonna run and sleep soon.
Nitey!
`Current Song:Graduation(Friends Forever) by Vitamin C
Sigh~
Double sigh~
All this because of wat?
*headache*
Anyway,burnt a huge hole in my pocket today.
Bought R&B,Energy and Cyndi's albums today.
I officially need to get a BF and a rich one too to cover all my CDs man.
If you guys know any nice fella,intro him to me!
Ok,just kidding!I so do not want a BF now.
Looking forward to the Mayday signing on the 12th.
Mum's gonna sponser that for my bro who is a Mayday freak!
And like totally!?
Oh,must recount the incident with Kong Hoon today.
We were like praying like siao outside Redhill Mrt's postbox cans.
Lolx.~And R&B's on the cover of U-weekly.
sH says Huai En looks weird on it.He does not okay.
Btw,CGS socks officially suck!
The material is so poor cans!And worse still,the threads fall off.
Yucks.Can you believe I wasted 10 bucks on crap like that?
Oh and during PE,the damn shuttlecock fell onto Penny Ang.
Damn funny lor!!~Was laughing away like mad.
And today was quite a "peaceful" day in the class of 3G3.
Nothing much except that D Tang was just a major bitch as usual.
She made me stand and answer stupid Inequalities qns just cos
I was listening to her lesson.
What kind of stupid teacher is she man?
Hello!!Isn't it suppose to be good?!
Like the freak cares whether it's a 'kosong' or dot on the no. line?!
Argh!~Whatever lah.
Talking to Chormei now.
Ciao.
`Current Song:Jiu Shi Ai by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
Haha!~Damn funny..
Added these 4 people onto Friendster.
Namely 'Niu Nai','KunDa','ShuWei' & 'AhDi'.
Ok,did it for the fun of it and I realised how can they actually
go online?
I mean they do but for heaven's sake,their english is so superb.
Sense the sarcasm?
I'm not insulting them,I just think it's damn funny.
And this 'Niu Nai' just typed this ENGLISH(mind you!) notice.
Here it is for you guys to laugh at!
Hello to all Energy fans out there,
I hope that this coming Saturday at D'marquess,
fans will be organised even though there
are not enough barricade to separate every rows
etc.
Please do not push, safety is very important, you
can't just depend on those guards at the event.
Fans who are queueing behind please do not try
and squeeze to the front especially when Energy
arrive. I know that you all might say that
standing behind will be block by something etc,
but try to be fair for those who queued much
longer than you. That's why they deserve to be
infront and are abled to see us clearly while you
can't because you are late.
Hopefully all of you pass this message around,
remember safety come first. Make this event a
organise and a happy one.
energy@most-wanted.com
Don't you just find it funny?
Anyway,it's just all in the name of fun!
So,*shrugs*.
A bunch of jokers man.
Anyway,went out with my mum and bro then later went to join Dad.
He's going London on Tuesday and I'm praying he'll come back
as late as possible.
I scared later this Sat kena scolded cos I came back too late
from Pasir Ris.
And I still have no idea where the heck is the EG signing at.
Gonna be damn broke for the entire month le.
Gotta buy Cyndi,R&B,EG's albums.
Thank god I bought Snow Angel b4 I went broke.Whew~
Ok,gonna be damn guai and go finish my hw except for Maths D.
Dun give a hoot about D Tang.
Hope she ends up in hospital for falling down the stairs.
Good riddance to her manx!
What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to
ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around, you might look around
to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you
long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's
special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.
`Current Song:Ling Meng Cao De Wei Dao by Jolin Tsai Yi Lin
Just updated ROC with 2 chapts so I'm done for the week!
But I actually typed out chap 18 le.19,20 half done already.
But evil me shall not post till next week!
Wohoo!~
Din go for act. today.
I lost my voice AGAIN!
Woke up feeling ultra bad cos the throat was damn coarse.
End up staying home and feeling bad cos I couldn't lend Sam
the skirt.
Stupid mother lah!
Scold me cos I wanted to go out to pass Sam the skirt.
Watever lah~
I'm damn hooked onto Jolin's song,my current song.
SO SAD LOR!!
And I think I'm gonna flunk A Maths again.
Who gives a damn lah..Used to it le.
Asked weiwen if she wanted to cowrite R&B story.
Then the both of us say June den do.
Waahah~So funny...
Yeah,gonna go out and watch Scooby Doo 2 later.
My mum wanted to watch and since my bro secretly went to
watch it,
I'm stuck going.Blehx~
We ordered Canadian Pizze,my bro and I and he ended up
paying all.
Wahah~Told him I'd pay him back later.I didn't.=P
In the end he complain to my mum and he got back all the $.
$25 bucks can!Complain liddat get $ liao...
Everytime I try it,she'll say "Use your own $".Bias~
Gotta finish up Gam's work,phrasebook and all.
I dun even have the damn file cans!
Still must go and dig up the WS,dunno fly where le.
Dad called from Taiwan yesterday.
Can you believe he didn't bring me there at all?!
I can be on the same ground,breathing the same air as AH DI!!!!!
My freaking MSN is screwed.
First all my contacts display pic cannot be seen.
Next,mine disappear as well.
Dang!
Ok,gotta run.
Have to go watch Scooby Doo at TBP le.
AND finish up all my hw.
I seriously think Crescent cannot even hire decent teachers.
Just look at Gam,Kwan and D Tang.
`Current Song:Ai Ni by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
I carn believe I forgot to badmouth D Tang and Gam today!!
*GASP*
Ok,firstly,D TANG IS SUCH A SELFISH COW AND BITCH!!!
She actually wanted us to do Maths D paper 1st.
But apparantly,it was already 8am.
SOOO,the "generous" her made us do A Maths first.
Like hello?
How you expect us to finish in 20 mins?!
A Maths leh!
Not Pri 1 maths leh!!
THENNN,the "fantastic" her made us do Maths D for a full period.
EVIL BITCH!!!
So we went to complain to Mr Loh.
In the end,recess was eaten up finishing the test.
Sigh~
We're gonna die of malnutrition!!
Poor 3G3!!
With teachers like Kwan and D Tang,we're all gonna die!!*wails*
And GAM!!
Yucks!!
That fat ass wanted to check the portfolio cans!!
Scared the shit outta me.
Worse,she was going thru the compre,with her butt on my table.
Can practically see the fats bulging out cans!
EW!
And the pile of work she wanted us to hand in on Monday!
Heng,I finished the TYS compre le.
UGH!
Why did I get such useless craps as teachers?!
`Current Song:Ai Ni by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
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I just lurve Cyndi to bits now!
Her 'Ai Ni' is so kawaii and I think she has really matured in her singing.
Take the song I just posted up above: 'Ming Tian Jian'
It's damn nice!Just look at the lyrics carefully...
AND!!Here's the thing abt it,JJ wrote the tune for it!!*GASP*
Yeah and I watched the R&B vcd today.
erbx..><|||
I was in looking like some idiot lah.
Anyway,should be updating tonight.
Most likely only lah...
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