Not gonna blog much,or maybe I will lah.
I'm damn tired now.*snores*
I finally finished Kwanasai's hols hw today.
After so long.*grins*
Guess I'm not used to going back to sch after 1 month of utter freedom.
Okay,well not exactly since it was like not even a week for me.
Anyways,rotted in school today.
I FELL ASLEEP IN GARY TAN'S LESSON!!*gasp*
I'm so disappointed in myself.How could I do that?
I'm serious ok,I've never slept in anyone's class,let alone his!
But too bad.Hee~Blame the blardie blackout last night.
Not hot at all what,I can totally see to do my homework wat!
The stupid electricity took TWO damn blardie hours to come back.
So I slept at 12++.Hee.
That's why I'm so sleepy.*sheepish look*
Blehx~!Got the 'Hey You' vcd yesterday!
So shuai!*dreams*
Then had SYF today.
Left early with sH for guitar then rotted at Mos while doing Kwan's work.
I still have D Tang's to do lor.
Shall do later.=)
And my uniform haven't do yet.
I wanna extend time.Let it run with me,not against me.
First of school really stinks EVERYTIME!
Shall start swearing.
Woke up damn f**king early even though I slept late last night.
Couldn't sleep at all till prolly 2am?
Went to school like damn f**king early as well cos I took the bus today.
And stupidly waited there for like 15 mins.
Dammit.Shld've gotten 15 more mins of sleep.
Realised that this is finally the day Penny Ang becomes our A Maths t'cher.
Have decided to work hard even though that will never happen.
Ok,for the sake of proving myself wrong and to go Taiwan after Os.
*grins*Anyways,had NCC Day rehearsal today.
Went to Redhill for some munchies with sH and Evon.
Then came home.
Must finish Lit by today.
The f**ked up timetable changed again.
Fine lah.
Seeing Gam EVERYDAY is SO fun!
And Maria Tan is such an interesting CME t'cher wat!
Amusing myself with Jonathan.
Ego-maniac!*roll eyes*
And that SL...
Forget it lah!
I give up on men!
He talked to me yest. on MSN to ask where I got his email.
Not lame at all wat.(Sense the sarcasm?)
And today's attendance list so kawaii!
That Ann Lo stole my Toshi photo!!!
Grrrr.Hmmmpf.
I din recognise it till sH and jiaks told me.
Speaking of which,those 2 crazy women are nuts.
Hsiao tai?Yah rite.*self ego*
Anyways,gotta go.
Must finish up Kwanasai's work.
I'm so darn tired.
Since I utterly kena rejected just now,shall blog.
>>Thursday
Went for SYF rehearsal.
Saw turban sir.
He was like making fun of me again.
ALL those OOC cadets will never take it to remind me about my utterly humiliating moment of Spec Course.
Anyways,was pissed off with the Cedar pple.
Dun see what's so good about occupying the ENTIRE front row.*glares*
Maybe they think they're good by standing in front?
Wth lor.
Rotted at Syf then went to eat Mos with sH and Evon after that at Bugis.
Was examining the Shuwei articles with sH on the train.
Talked to Chormei about her beloved Shuwei.
Lolx.
Shall not disclose what was being talked.
Slept at 10 only to wake up at 2am to watch the England match.
>>Friday Morning at 5am
Was utterly pissed cos ENGLAND LOST.
Yes,L-O-S-T!LOST!
To whom?A biased and ugly referee!!
I was cursing and swearing to myself in the middle of the living room when he disallowed that goal.
Fine lah.England dun need that goal at all wat.
You made England exit the Euro during 2000,now 2004 oso want to do the same.
I hope FIFA fires that stupid referee!
Make my poor Gerrard and Owen darlings so upset.
Hmmpf.And that blardie Portugal!
I'm gonna boycott all Portugese eggtarts now even though I love 'em like hell!
That's for sending my beloved England out of Euro.
>>Today
Woke up quite late cos I spent last nite being Aunt Agony till 2am.
Whoa.
Was damn blardie bored cans.
Then I finished half of my EL esssay.
Decided not to do Kwanasai's work until further notice.
Went for Nc where I was quite hyper.
Haven't done PT in a long time.
My muscles are aching!!*screams*
Anyways,went to Safti to march as mentioned below.
Was quite bored there also.And sleepy.
Lolx.
Then...went to TBP to eat larh.
Talked and with my lucky fingers,I picked out the entire Parade Commanding list by drawing lots.
Lolx.
I actually kena the first by yS swopped with me.
Hee.Thanks yah!
So now,I'm the sixth.
Oh wells,no harm.As long I'm not first.
Then came home and realised HE was online.
So I talked to him.
And he told me he had a gf.
Find lah!
That blardie asshole will get it from me.
Give me wrong info!!Grrrrrr.
Wait till I get my hands on him.
So,I literally got rejected like that.
Sorta.But,whatever.
Now,I'm trying to finish up my EL,SS and Geog.
Gonna do that stupid portfolio with Chormei later at 1am.
Have lunchie with the ENTIRE family tmr.
It's my grandfather's b'day.
He'll have one aching granddaughter suffering from muscle ache.
*Oww*
Wah.
So tired.
I haven't finished my hw yet!
Dammit.
Gotta do it later and I dread going back to school.
Gam sucks can!
Sigh.
Just got back from Nc.
Wah,never do PT for so long.
Then after that go Safti and march.
Went TBP to eat with yS,yH,huey~.
Damn cute cans!!
:)
Okays.Utterly bored now.
Carn believe the hols are ending.
Time really flies man.
Ok,shall talk about my pathetic June hols.
1st week was quite spastic cos I fell sick.
2nd week was spent finishing up all my mutual.
And 3rd week flew past with Spec. Course over and all.
Then now,4th week.
I hate school.
I dun't wanna go back to that prison!
Like duh,who would if you had Penny Ang as your NEW A Maths t'cher?
Was supposed to go Bintan after Spec Course then didn't.
Spastic.
Hopefully can go Korea at the end of the year.
Best is my parents allow me to rot in Taiwan next year!*whee*
Anyways,I managed to go Kbox only ONCE in this month.
*claps*Whoa man.
And I finally got around getting my braces.
Well,soon lah.
Haven't gotten my extraction yet.
Hopefully it'll be asap.
This June hols has been nothing but crap.
Love life: Utter zero.Considering the fact that the one I liked hates our school like mad.And Ah Di admitted he's going out with Iris.Whoa.The extra cream on top mans.
School:Wanted to brush up on my maths but didn't.Bad self-discipline mans.
Anyways,shall not procrastinate anymore.
I need to go and watch Wan Yu.
I'm severely gonna die.
Of boredom and after sch reopens,of utterly no time.
Life is so contradicting.
Love sucks.
>>Yesterday
Went Escape with sH.
Wah kao.
The blardie ride was damn f**king dizzy.
I almost puked and I think I got motion sickness.
Now I know what it felt to be Sun Xie Zhi.
Bwahahaha~!
Anyways..reached home ard late evening then just rotted at home.
Realised I was quite screwed for my hols hw.
Yes,ONLY YESTERDAY!
Oh,and I found his Friendster.
Dunno if I should add him.
Maybe I shouldn't.
He hates our school people.
*Why?*
>>Today
Went for HL tuition today.
Blardie old botak still called me 'Paula XXXXXX'.
Asshole.
We rebelled him today.Lolx.
Ann Lo and I ate 'solid food' for lunch.
Which was a waste of $.
Tasted like shit.*makes a face*
Who ever knew a sandwich tastes so crap like that?!
Then went to meet him up at Sakae Heeren.
Was quite nervous but realised,nvm lah.
Had a nice chat then after we ate,or rather,I finished eating,left Heeren.
Was quite tempted to ask him to take neoprint with me.
But just let the thought go larh.
Rotted around Orchard with him?
Then went to City Hall to meet my mum.
Went Marina for the Mean Girls preview.
Saw sH there.Lolx.
Movie quite ok larh.
The guy was shuai though.*grins*
Came home and here I am.=)
Realised not much new comments so just go comment on my Ady story can?!
It's here.
I'm still hesistating.
I dunno if I should add him to Friendster not.
He might reject it and I'll seem quite despo?
Urh....dunno larh.
Maybe I shan't.
Okays,gotta cram my hw asap b4 Sat.
I wanna enjoy my last weekend of freedom.
Tmr gotta go for dental.*groans*
4 blardie teeth cans!
I have to extract that much for my blardie braces!!
The price for vanity.
I hate my teeth.
I'm in self denial.
I refuse to believe it.
I don't want to believe it.
But why must it seem so real?
Please let it be a nightmare.
Please let me wake up from this horrendous dream.
*cries*
P-M-S.
End of entry.
sH:Aiyoh,this template is actually not an Ady one.I just changed the pic larh.
Jerilyn:Actually,it's not that I dun wanna tell you the real reason.
Just that I feel you'll tell the rest then it'll blow into this huge matter larh.
Dun wanna cause another conflict watsoever.
But at least SOMEONE knows I wasn't happy there.
*roll eyes*
Oh,btw,ENGLAND WON!!!!!
*screams*GERRARD SCORED!!!Wohoo!~
It's damn hell a time to win manx.
Malu-ated themselves during France.
Wah piangz.Can die wor~
~*~
Rotting away at home.
In the end convinced my mum to watch Around The World in 80 Days.
Self amused myself with Sammo Hung.
Cos he reminds me of Jimmy from Tension?!
Well,he is Jimmy's dad wat!
Quote:
Jackie Chan:"What took you so long?!"
Sammo Hung:"I haven't finished my lunch!"
Burst out laughing like mad cans.
Damn funny lor this show!!
And Karen Mok looks like Queen Amidala Evil Ver.
Went to Cold Storage and bought LOADS of drinks.
I think I'm hooked onto drinks lor.
I din eat breakkie,skipped lunch and only had HALF a burger in the afternoon.
And I'm not hungry.
Just craving for more cold drinks.
Lolx.
Entertained myself by finishing up my 2nd novel of the day.
Then packed my magazines while listening to 93.3.
Mum was complaining like mad larh.*grumbles*
Gotta meet Huang Gou up tmr cos I'm bored stiff at home.
Maybe self amuse ourselves around town tmr.*shrugs*
And I haven't started on my hols hw.
Seems as though after Spec Course is over,everything like so weird liddat.
Argh.Mum's calling my to sleep le.
Ciao and nitex all!=)
>>Afterwords of Spec Course
I really feel damn hurt.
And upset as well.
I mean,put yourselves in my shoes,how would you feel?
I'm thankful I have people like sH,Evon and Amy.
These are what I call true friends.
At least I proved all of them wrong.
I've been bottling up every damn feeling inside of me for the 4 days.
Imagine the entire bunk suan-ing you?
And saying all sorts of hurtful things to you.
I dun even think I fit in there!
AndtothatfuckingbitchwhosaidIflirted.Ijustwannasaythis:I.did.not.You
wanttofuckinggoandflirt,flirtyourself.Butitdoesn'tmatteranyway.You've
alwayssaidstuffaboutmewat.*glares*
Whatever lah.
I dun even believe anything they say now either.
~*~
I'm damn moody and tired these days.
Skipped tuition cos of them.
Wat's the use if people talks behind your back and doubts you?
Watever.
And Yamaha today holiday so no guitar.
Damn it.
Rotted at grandma house like mad.
Then chatted with Evon alot about her milkshake.
Lolx.Damn funny lor.
Was telling her about *ahem*.
Went Orchard to pay up for the dance party.
Met my mum to get the nice shoes I wanted.
Love them like mad!!
Got a new wallet and my mind hasn't wandered to the unhappy memories.
But truthfully,it really hurts.
And I hope they realise that.
But I doubt they'll ever.
Afterall,this isn't the 1st time they did it.
And I'm craving Coke manx!!!!!
I wanna go Kbox.
*dreams*
And I really miss him already.
*grins*
I.survived.Spec.Course.
And a whole bunch of rashes.
ITCHY!!!!!!
>>Day 1
Did admin then went out to Wheelock Place to be beggars.
The Sir say ang mohs very generous.
My foot arh.
Ask 20 all say 'no'.
Either that or they dao me.
Chao ang moh.
The nice Sir treated us Coke.
The boys were all drooling.
GIRL POWER.
>>Day 2
Woke up for mutuals.
Blardie shit.
The boys really KNS.
ONE PIECE OF PAPER PHOTOCOPIED FROM THE MANUAL?!
*gasp*
Crapped my way thru the mutuals.
I think the Sir damn sick of me.
Slacked the entire afternoon away.
Was self-amusing myself with the Bravo 4 i/c.
"Put your teeth out of your mouth!"
*die of laughter*
>>Day 3
Cookie test.
Damn scared cos I suck at IFC.
But trainfire 1st.
After that IFC.
Totally screwed up the RTEF.
So malu cans.
Then the i/c for sentry duty(YISS gal) shit like hell.
Dun even know what to do.
Ask us to be i/c but too bad,we were placed at the side.
*roll eyes*
Watever happened at night,when my dad heard the news,he laughed his head off.
>>Day 4
POP/Booking Out day.
Just damn itchy larh.
Blardie rashes.
I just couldn't wait to get home to shower.
~*~
The PCs & APCs dam vulgar cans.
"Eh,you buggers!!"
Then somemore still insult the parents.
PMS larh.
Dunno he real man or not.
Oh oh oh!!
Fishball.Sotongball.Crabstick.
I'm currently enjoying my can of Pepsi.
Ribena has never tasted so nice in my entire life.
But I'm just glad to get out of that place.
Because I dun think I fit in.
Ever.
I'm gonna die.
*repeats*I'm gonna die.
Well,not exactly.
But nevertheless...ARGH!!!
Saw the 'Give It Up' MV.
I'm gonna start complaining.
BAD ENGLISH!!!!!!!Hmmpf.
Gam should fly to Taiwan right now and clobber San Lih people.
No wait,Toro's in S'pore rite?
Ok,shall ask him go Crescent so I can clobber him.
Nvm,back to today's topic.
I'm so gonna die.
And Weiming's in my pltn.
Die.
He's gonna start the whole 'Polar Bear' thingy again.
Grrrrr.
Oh,Si Mian,HP is nice cos Daniel Radcliffe is shuai!!
And that Hermione and Ron are like SO OBVIOUS together cans.
I wanna watch HP again!!*whee*
Had this really nice dream last nite.
About EG.
But shan't say here cos it's kinda far fetched.
Only that it is damn hilarious and only sH noes what it is.
Bwahahaha~!
Ok,I'm off to prepare for Spec Course.
Till Tuesday people,ciao.
P.S:I'm gonna die!!!!!!!!!!*fly away*
Ahhh.
I told Huang Gou that I like Renfu more and more now.
Belle,dun scream.
*knocks head against wall*How can I like Renfu......
He was so shuai cans on Wan Yu today...*dreams*
Anyways,JJ was on Wan Yu today.
Poor Shan in Florida le.Or else she can see her hubby.
That horrible man hor,go and act show love story with Cyndi.
I mean,Cyndi's ok larh.
BUT HE'S SHAN'S ZUI AI LEH!!!!
Wah piang.
Finished all my mutuals today.
Whew.Finally.
Huang Gou was so pissed cans.
Lolx.
And I think I'm gonna die.
Really...*squeaks*
I want F.I.R new album.
Anyone have?Lend me....
Oh btw,elene,yeah...less than 12 hrs for 3 days.
Wah,thank god I managed to catch 8 hrs today.
Anyways,gotta wrap mutual le.
Ciao all.
Oh,oh,oh!!!
Updated today.
Check it out okays!!!
>>Tuesday
Barely got 3 half hours of sleep.(Whoa!)
Than went to school for CNC.
Was like half freaking out the night before larh.
Considering the fact that the night before that,I also got less than 4 hrs of sleep.
Can you imagine that?
Anyways,CNC was alright larh.
Ann Lo was damn funny.Bwahaha~!
>>Today
Woke up late and only reached school ard 12.
Then got footdrill mutual test.
Ok larh.
Had to leave early.
My mum grumbled so much yesterday night cans.
Watever.
Anyways,I so hooked onto FIR now.
And..*gulps* Renfu.
I carn believe I said that.
Anyways,I have a new fic up.
It's here.
Check it if you can yarh?
Haven't been able to sleep well last night.
Was up all night for no apparant reason.
Just couldn't sleep.
Have been jittery and all tensed up for the past 48 hours.
I just feel so...hyper.
For no reason.
Explain tomorrow.
Gotta self amuse myself with more Disney programmes.
Belle:DO.NOT.CALL.ME.POWRA.AGAIN.*glares*And I think Energy's turning pink.Even Kunda's wearing pink!Ah Di's one is the only one that isn't.It's maroonish.Btw,he cut his hair like on Thur or Fri.Yupx.
Elene:It's so nice cans.I LOVE HIS NEW HAIRCUT!!
Si Mian:Actually,I liked his WXKJ hair the best.Esp the one from the NKF one in April.So cute cans.But since he cut it already,it's still nice larh.At first I felt that it looked kinda weird.But after a while it's kinda nice larh.It doesn't matter what kind of hair he cuts,I'll still like him.=)
~*~
I watched the Disney Channel till like 4pm in the afternoon.
I think I'm relieving my 2nd childhood.
Bwahahaahahahaha.
Anyway,I hope to finish off ROC by tmr.
I'm kinda disliking Shuwei larh.
Cannot blame.Ady's my next main character.*grins*
Gonna watch Harry Potter tmr.
And hopefully,can post my new story up by tmr or Tue.
I think I'm the ONLY one who can finish a mutual in less than 12 hours.
Yes,I did that.
Finished the IFC mutual today.
Or rather,yesterday looking at the time.
Started around 2 plus than did the freaking cover page in like almost 3 hours?
Then did the other pages until like 7 plus and realised I din eat at all.
Stomach was growling so I stopped to eat my "afternoon" snack and chatted with Shan for awhile.
Later carried on till 9 then ate dinner.
Rotted in front of the tv till 9.30pm then showered and I even washed my hair.
Then continued till like 11.30 liddat.
Cleaned up and realised my mutual is so crap.
Lolx.AT LEAST I finised in record time.
Shall aspire to do the 2nd one on Monday.
I'll prob die if I do it tmr.
I am so darn hooked onto the Boyz/Twins song.
Even though I'm Cantonese-deaf.
Which means I dun understand a word except for some basic ones.
Hey,I'm not Cantonese what!
Anyway,saw some online messages that they dun like Ady's new hair.
It's nice what!Well,that's my own opinion larh.
But it's true!It's nice!
I'm still considering to cut that as well.
Ok,jk!
He looks so man as usual!
And uh,today I feel more happier.
Maybe it's cos I'm all alone today,just doing my own things.
Maybe that's when I'm the happiest.Or when I'm at Kbox.
Lolx.*sigh*
Anyways,watched Disney Channel the ENTIRE day.
Managed to catch Mulan and alot of Mickey Mouse.
Itching to watch Harry Potter.
But my mum says to catch it only on Tue cos it's cheaper.
And cos my asshole of a brother has tuition on Monday.
Go and die larh.Maybe I might be able to squeeze it in.
Ok,ok NEWSFLASH: ENGLAND 6 ICELAND 1
AND NO GERRARD OR OWEN ON THE SCORESHEET!!!
This is horrendous!But I'm still happy.
Wohoo!~*happy England fan*
I forgot to add:SHUWEI'S WEARING A PINK SHIRT IN THE PICS!!!
Jon,I'm telling you yarh.
Get.away.from.cigarettes.and.drugs.
Ok?!Good.
Ah Di got a new hairstyle!!*gasp*
Lingfang SMS-ed me and I was so scared he'd shave his head or something.
Thank god it's only shorter.Whew.*prays*
Here it is.
Nice?
Ok,closer look.*note*Kunda's expression erm...abit the erbx.
This is crap but why does Shuwei look a teeny weeny bit like Ah Di here?
The new hair is really refreshing and I'm kinda...*speechless*
And I aspire to cut my hair like Shuwei the next time it's long.
Maybe I might do the new Ah Di one larh.*guffaws*
Oh,and Belle,I dunno why Toro is always in the entries for the past week.
Maybe I'm so darn hooked onto that last phrase from XTS.
Had a really nice chat just now with Jac.
Kinda..opened my mind a lil about things happening lately.
Maybe it's because I'm feeling sensitive all over again.
Or maybe it's just cos I really have very few friends.
Maybe.....I dun really wanna talk about it.
Just that I really feel very down lately.
Maybe it's the stress for next week's Spec. Course.
Been saying alot of 'Maybes' for the entire week.
Maybe it's time to just stop all of it.
*pau,shut up!!!*
I really dunno wat's wrong with me lately.
I really hate my life.
Hmmmm.
Been thinking about Toro.
No,Si Mian,not THAT kind of thinking.
I dun like him remember?
I just,happen to like his words.
I've been thinking and flipping thru my old stuff.
From the lower Sec days.
And,I saw that diary.Again.
That diary that kept my then darkest and most painful secret of my life.
Chormei told me I should write my story as one of my fics.
I was thinking,"Why not?".
But I want to write this in chinese.
But the problem is,I dunno if my readers can encode chinese on their computer.
Might ask Chormei about it.
Anyways,back to Toro.
I looked that phrase from "One More Try" that he wrote for 5566.
It's the "Ye Xu Zhe Jiu Shi Ai Qing,Dong Le Jiu Bu Neng Ting.Kong Zhi Bu Liao De Xin,Gai Fei Dao Na Li Qu Zhao Xun Ne?".
I dunno why,but it just hit me.
That's why I want to write my story in chinese.
But must think for those whose computer cannot read chinese larh.
Anyways,come to think of it,I think my Shuwei fic quite stagnant.
Shouldn't have written on him larh.
Never really liked him either.(Si Mian,agree?)
So little people reading wor.
Maybe I should just write my that story in chinese then keep it for myself.
Lolx.
Maybe.
Right now,I'm in love with that ending line for XTS.
Almost cried my heart out again.
Maybe...He and I will meet one day on this journey.
Maybe.
*blehx*
Went for tuition and almost fell asleep.
Took cab home cos I felt like vomitting.
Got home and plonked asleep in my dad's big,comfy kingsize bed.
Missed the Energy show.*wails*
Lucky got ask Zhu-sao to record for me.
Anyways,ate medicine and slept till 7pm.
Then showered and ate dinner.
I'm having a sudden craving for KFC.
The stupid ad is trying to break my determination.
I carn afford to fall sick.
Esp not within these 2 weeks.
Got so many things not done yet.
I think I'll go start on my mutual tmr.
And finish by Sat.
*coughs*
Having fever sucks.
The freaking antibiotics tablets DAMN huge.
*groans*
I'm still hungry.
*grumbles*
paula.`Ady ???????????????????????????? ???? says:
and di er tian tang sounds spastic
[>>KERMIT.challenge.AMUNDSEN.>>] [??] -OBSwasabsolutelyFUN!!toservetostriveandnottoyield!!- says:
u v bad leh...
[>>KERMIT.challenge.AMUNDSEN.>>] [??] -OBSwasabsolutelyFUN!!toservetostriveandnottoyield!!- says:
tt song ppl put in alot of effort..u say not nice
~*~
Shan ah.
Ok lah,since you so xin teng your hubby.
Lolx.
I need to go and update!!
Btw,I've turned into a walking tissue dispenser.
I think I used up 2 boxes for blowing my nose le.
The freaking tablets are so big!
Like tortoises!
Eeyer!
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